Chronology

Not Againnnnn

2012-02-06T03:24:00.002+08:00

Tot tat I can act like it's ntg, but actually I cant... I feel like crying again now at tis night, headache n heartache... Wat mke it more pain is my wonder, how could u love 2 person at once? As for likes, yes I can likes or hav attention towards several person, but as for love, I'm alwayz loyal to one, how u feel when u saying I Love You to 2 diff person? I really wish to noe it... I'm confused again, I think I'd juz overestimating myself again... Hah... Ridiculus... I'm actually still a nobody... It actually remind me of the pain again, the pain I experienced months ago... Ouch... N the headache I having now mking the situation even worst... I wan to slp... =(

又一年。。。

2012-01-31T21:17:00.002+08:00

很快的，来到了新的一年，今年的农历新年过得真得很特别，我仿佛回到了小时候，我已经很久很久很久没参与外婆家的拜年马拉松了，以前总是一大群小孩跟着大人到处跑拿红包，很累却很开心。因为家里的某某因素，我想已经有十年没和他们一起去拜年了吧，所以啊这次新年过得真得很开心。。。

每一年的新年，我都会立下目标和许愿，今年当然也不例外，我今年只有一个目标，就是希望自己能凡事看开点，把所有问题往身上扛，是我从小的习惯，因为妈妈常告诉我，我是最大的男孩，保护弟姐妹们是我的责任，所以我曾告诉自己，只要我还有一口气，我就要保护我的家人，不让他们被欺负。自然而然的，我把自己搞累了，很多时候我总是选择不相信，因为这个世界，我只相信我自己，所以今年我要让自己学习放下，与谦卑。。。

愿望更简单，就希望自己的病能快点好起来，也希望家人朋友身体健康，公公婆婆，外公外婆长命百岁就好了。。。

2012

2012-01-01T00:57:00.003+08:00

Now is almost 1am of 1st of Jan 2012, welcome to the so-called Doom's Year... =D 2011 is such a year tat filled wit lotsa lotsa experience, appreciate wat I've learn but plz no more, I'd had more den I can handle last year, the only thing I wished for 2012 is everything will go smooth... =) I'm gonna involve myself in more stuffs, more challenge to come. I wan a brand new me tis year, n tatz y I started to chg my style, attitude and ways of life.

2012 MAN 爆出击！！！ HAHAHAHAHAHA

Dear 2012,
Plz be nice n mke me feels tat my wish is being granted when I read tis post nxt year on 2013, unlike the 2011 one... THANK YOU & GODBLESS

Regards,
Me

Found the Force

2011-12-21T17:06:00.002+08:00

It has been a while since the last time I doubting the chosen course, most probably I ad adapt to the hardiness and the environment, starting to do juz wat every1 been doing, nvr tot of being outstanding or watever. I used to hav a dream, a force at the very beginning which drove me towards tis path, I wan to find a remedy for cancer I said, it took away my precious family members, it took away loves from many families, I hate it I said, But seems like tat dream is no longer achievable for me, U might say it will nvr be too late, but den wat if the precious chances is being wasted? So I've abandoned tat dream for quite some times, making me undergoing some lifeless n aimless stuffs during my studies, but after tdy, I found something I still can do wit wat I currently hav, a smaller n achievable aim I would say. Tis is actually alwayz in my mind, I will try my best to do it in my daily life, save the earth, save the resources, so tat my child or grand child and the following generation would still hav the chance to see wat I've seen. As a chemical engineer, it's part of our responsibility to design and create a green environment, I believe it's a very heaty issue among the engineers nowadays. Tatz the oni way for us to chg the place we living now, the oni livable planet in the milky way before the nxt being found I would say. The Earth ad start to warn n alerting the human being, natural disaster are happening in higher frequency nowadays, different places on earth. And tis is the driving force for me now, I wanna do smtg to help the earth, by doing green tech.

BORING~!

2011-12-14T17:51:00.002+08:00

Arghhhhhhh I'm so boringgggg~ I even got bored until I dig out the long lost PS1 and those games tat fully covered wit dust, the machine still functioning n look well =D Thx the owner, for taking good care of it since long long time ago... Playing bak those RPG game, MY FAV!!! Starting all frm beginning, n start to realise tat how much time i spend facing tis machine n games, I can rmb most of the story line... @_@

Was waiting for frenz to finish their finals, I need Fresh Air~

Almost the end of 2011, was in a very peaceful mind now, hav the feeling going bak to the old track, being the nerd me, strong one though, but feel likes it will nvr success, I ad exposed myself to the world full of seductive stuffs, My entertainment is no longer Video Games...

U came bak frm SG, fetched u frm airport, spent some times 2gether after tat, but dunno since when, I no longer treat u as smtg I wanted desperately, mayb since u went SG, everything is over for me, Missing? Of coz I did, But u can no longer affect my mood I would say. The hangout yesterday nite really mke me realised lotsa stuffs, U r more Real when u r wit me alone, sharing secrets wit me, hence I didnt really pay attention on wat u guyz been talking yesterday, cuz I noe I definitely noe more den tat. It is true when ppl said U will only start to appreciate when thing gone, I felt it yesterday, u r abit.... Different. I nvr mke flirty jokes like I usually did, I nvr hold u to cross the road, I dun feel like doing anything, n I noe tat u feel more comfortable in tat way, so do me... Tis is better isnt it? =)

December

2011-12-06T19:27:00.003+08:00

Well... The last month of 2011, doom day are getting closer huh? L o L... Glad tat it's December now, the end of the disastrous year. Everything is over now... =) Saw this phrase for dunno how many times every where, It's Christmas Month, All I Want For Christmas Is (Fill In Da Blank). Den I start to ask myself, wat I wan for Christmas? Nvr celebrate Christmas before, juz some minor yum cha session wit fren + countdown, n actually I do not want you so much ever since u left, wat left is mayb juz missing u since u r abroad, hence no worry, u will not be wat I'm wishing for tis christmas... I've got wat I wan now, satisfied wit wat I hav now, Belongings, Frenz, Family... It has been a tough year for me, relationship, academic n stuffs, it's empty nw, the heart is empty by now... SO, All I wan for Christmas is... Meeting another 1 tat can fill up the another half of the apple.

See U soon, The One.

Unleashed

2011-10-29T17:29:00.003+08:00

Had abandoned the blog for quite some time, no reason, juz dun feel like sharing anything. Thoughts and feeling are piling up in the brain, juz dun feel like sharing. Was being judge non-stop based on recent action or wat so ever, even I myself noe that I'm no longer the same like last time. U might asked me, dun u feel wrong doing tat? Y u do tis y u do tat? Of coz I noe it's smtg not good, but I dunno y, I dun hav the intention to stop myself for doing so. The Devil's was Unleashed, no way keeping it back.

Dun tell me how much U love Me, u noe that I wont believe anymore... I've seen it, when things are around u, there are no appreciation. U alwayz tell me, it's too faz, i nvr let u hav enuf time to think. But recall it, it's not a short period, 3 months is not a short period. I noe u might be shocked, really got 3 months? Yes it is, I've been there beside u asking u to choose for 3 long months. I've been doing things for you, things tat u wanted for so long. I will not leave, but I can nvr go bak. I'm Sorry.

受不了

2011-09-17T23:42:00.000+08:00

无论前一晚玩得多么起劲，多么刺激，多么甜蜜，睡醒后却像做了场梦一般的虚假，梦醒后的空虚，真的让人无发接受，有时连对方的脸都已无法想起。真的很怕那种空虚，那种梦醒时分，努力地想起前一晚的点点，仿佛在寻找些什么，得到的却只有那零零碎碎的片段，回想只会让心疼痛不已的片段。

Be Last

2011-08-13T18:20:00.002+08:00

"世间上所有的事，都要我们去做选择，正如一份感情，注定要消失的时候，你唯一可以做到的就是忘记她，或者............令她忘记你。"

如果你还看到哩個更新，你会知，其實個晚你估啱左，你估中我做乜，但是你估唔中個原因。原本要講嘅一切，却在听到你声音的個一杀那講唔出，汹涌而出的回忆打消了這個念头。我冇諗过原来爱上一個唔应该爱上個人是咁辛苦，原本諗住大家都开心冇乜所谓，但原来係我玩唔起，爱上你但因种种原因不能一起，放不下真係好痛。我真係好辛苦，好痛，更辛苦嘅係，我不可以同任何人講我有幾辛苦。看到你的他，我知我地唔应该再乱缠，所以做左决定，让一切随风。

Recent

2011-05-30T00:03:00.002+08:00

Watz the feeling of disappointment? Watz the feeling of hiding truths? Watz the feeling of changes?

2011 is definitely not a smooth n fruity year, in terms of positive results, somehow it's definitely a best year for me to adapt to failure, different obstacles I faced tis year, one over another, nvr been slping tight ever since the beginning of the year, never... Mayb these obstacles causes me to chg, into sum1 whom me myself not familiar wit, even will got depressed y I do such things, where's my disciplines? I'm so so so tired, tot of giving up everything, but I cant imagine my life in the future if I gav up all now.

Needing sum1 to share probs, but u're alwayz not around, I really cant stand it recently to be frank, I juz feel like I wanna giv up, dunno how to express tis feeling, but I really dun wan to continue like tis, I'm tired, of worrying, guessing n disappointing. Mayb, we need some times to be calm, tatz really a need for me now, at least I can stop tis issue going for the moment, I've too many stuffs waiting for me to solve now, I need to move on, I cant juz got emo when read something I shouldnt be reading. Mayb u feel safe wit wat I'm now not, but I'm not. I dunno wat to say but, yea U chged alot, I cant adapt...

Sorry Mum, for hidings frm u again, it was the 2nd time I'm not telling u watz actually going on, I feel safer n more calm in tat way, coz I noe u'll be nagging n asking me watz the way to solve n bla bla bla bla bla when I tell u watz happening, I noe u care, but u should noe my well, I hate it when ppl ask me bout probs n ways to solve when me myself still figuring the way to solve, I dunno how to answer ok? N u'll keep asking n asking n asking, u're juz gonna push me towards the edge by doing tat, so I'm sorry for doing tat again.........

It's alwayz good to be driven around when I'm not in good mood n I've the time. I really afraid to be in da room alone facing the walls when I've prob, I dunno wat can I do, I need fresh air, I need listener. Thx for the ride tis morning guyz, it's actually keep me away frm problems for a moment, the beauty of nature is really awesome. Thanks.

Emo?

2011-05-22T04:01:00.004+08:00

Things chg... Perhaps? No, it's absolutely... We r no longer the same aren't we? Where is the gal I knew last time which will rejects all outing juz to see me when I arrived? Where is the gal I knew last time which still be talking non stop even she's slpy? Yea,no win-win situation, but at least, let me feel tat u still appreciates moments wit me, Cant u? I aint important anymore, No? Ever since the week b4 u starts ur study life, situation ad been tis worst, I understand there is ntg more important den studies n future, coz I feel the same 2, so I tot by helping u finish ur notes earlier, we might can spend sometimes 2gether, but? U rather stick to ur sms n ur fb rather den talking to me, u didnt even realised I got fed up n go away. I seriously FUCKING hate tat tone now, coz I've been listening to it ever since I stepped into ur hse. I've purposely came n stayed late juz to see u more, n how much times we actually spent 2gether? It's juz like the previous weeks. Where r the promises? Where are u? Where are u when I needed u most my dear? Why I need to rely on others things to release stress n tension even tat u r juz around? Sorry tat I lied, I'm not ok at all. I juz cant spill out anything when u asked. I bet by the time u saw tis, it must already be several dayz or even weeks after it being posted. I cant stand the feeling of sharing, I'm sorry... I do not even noe who am I now... I think I'll not go n find u on purpose in a period, I dun like the disappointment.

Nothing

2011-05-06T00:47:00.003+08:00

Sometimes... Nothing doesn't really mean nothing for me, it's actually means I do not noe wat else I wanna say, so if u asked me WHY afterwards, I'll juz repeating using the same word... Nothing.

我没有在生气, 因为我根本没有生气的理由,

我只是觉得 "啊？怎么又要走啦? 这星期第几次了?(无言)。。。"

其实我只是在想，能再陪我一会吗? 我又心烦了。。。

配角

2011-05-01T02:18:00.002+08:00

曾经是那好不起眼的小伙子，

曾经连说话的对象都没有，

曾经没有目标的生命，

曾经面对多少排挤，

曾经被人放弃，

曾经被人嫌弃，

没有朋友，

没有目标，

没有希望，

是你，是你点燃了这小伙子的生命，你尽能力帮助他，你从烂泥巴里把他拉了上来，也不只是否有意地安排他坐在你面前，我们之前从没碰面，但你就是能让我那么地尊敬，你总会把我叫到办公室开导我，我真的真的真的真的很谢谢你对我的栽培，没有你根本不会有今天的我，你教会我许多人生的道理，所以说我掉班，其实是上天刻意的安排，好让我遇上了你，上天真的很眷顾这小子，总是让他遇上对的人，要不他早就烂得彻底，烂得无可救药了... 谢谢你潘老师，是你改变我的人生，让我从新演义我人生的舞台。

配角,也会有当上主角的一天...

我深信,

因为我曾经就是个好不起眼的配角...

I need

2011-04-30T03:58:00.003+08:00

I need alcohols

I need cigarettes

I need to shout loudly in front of the sea

I need sea waves

I need sea breeze

I need clear blue sky

Plz come n go dear exams

Plz come faster 10th of May

Plz be easier after tis dear LIFE

Aiks

2011-04-27T21:22:00.003+08:00

I might cant stand tis pain for long, I dunno wat am I thinking, sometimes I wish to stop, because I dunno wat will we bcome later, but I think the poison was overdose, I cant control the way I think sometimes, I beg for remedy...

The Reason

2011-04-25T00:30:00.002+08:00

Mayb u guyz didn't noe tat, U guyz r the reason y I'm still in tis path... I'm enjoy in the war wit u guyz, although I noe I might need to be alone sometimes, but whenever I'm wit u guyz, I feel safe, I wanna fight 2gether wit u all, I dun wanna quit, We gonna win tis war 2gether. Juz 2 more years, or mayb another extra sem for me, but we gonna mke it and win it beautifully... Strive for it mates!!! I nvr gonna stay until tdy without u all... To All of u, my precious war-mate, Thanks...

Changing frm time to time

2011-04-23T03:01:00.003+08:00

Been trying so hard, to try to know or understand every single things tat I've chance to learn, trying hard to be knowledgeable, and when time pass, I juz realise I dun not hav so much time for me to involve in so many stuffs, 24 hrs a day is not enuf, I wish I can learn tis, I wish I can master tat, I wish I can hav tis,I wish I can earn tat, so many needs and so many greeds. Trying my best, to be a perfect 1 perhaps, to ensure tat there will be no regret when u choose me and of coz for making u regret for not choosing me =P I wish I can learn more, I wish I can see more, I wish I'll hav a wider vision in the coming times, I'll try my best, to cr8 a better life, and a better future.

Glad to hav u guyz as war-mate, striving for a better future 2gether. I noe tat I'm far away behind u guyz now, but juz watch, imma catch up wit ur footsteps soon, coz I'm ME. *winks

Rmb the deal yoong yang, 5 digits... =D

The Feelings

2011-04-22T03:01:00.002+08:00

It feels kinda weird, it's like I'm hving all the things I need, but I still dun feel happy, I tried to focus but was distracted. It's really a joke, when u find out that things tat u pursue for actually changes 180 degree in a blink of eyes. His advices is true, I shall giv up all and continue my journey, there would be something better in front... Perhaps. But memories is something I couldn't erase, I wish tat sum1 juz hit my head hardly wit a baseball bat and I shall wke without those memories lies in my head. Those happiness seems so unreal, it's like grabbing a snow crystal in ur hand, u can grab it tightly and hav it at tis moment, but it will juz melt and flow away at the nxt moment.

Nvr ever tot of playing wit the fire, it's excited but when u got burned, it hurts, and it really tkes times to recover... =)

2011 Y2 S3, the worst and most suffering year ever since I was born, plz juz come and go I beg, I cant stand ur game anymore Mr Fate.

I do... I do...

2011-04-02T17:06:00.003+08:00

I love it when u behave like a pampered child

I love it when u hug my arm and lie on my shoulder

I love it when I hug u from the back

I love it when u say u wanna accompany me badly

有一种思念，是不常见，

却总会在某些时刻突然想起，

想念了却又要埋于心底，

就因我不该再让你知道，

我其实也会想起...

Playful? Or Loyal?

2011-03-29T02:33:00.002+08:00

We're like the devil to each other, dragging each other to hell...

只有你能给予我这样的激情，我开始怀疑我到底想要的是什么...

让我改变想法迁就你, 还是让你改变玩法迁就我?

是我改变了你，还是你改变了我? 激情与忠实，该何以取舍?

Here Comes Another Wave

2011-03-08T00:28:00.002+08:00

At tis silent nite after a huge quarrel between my younger sis n the parents, I finally can calm myself down n start thinking wat should I do. Listening to some musics now, wondering y I hav such a sister, never admit is her fault, nvr admit she is weak? I aso hav my problems where I need to solve, I dare to say the stress I facing is millions or zillions greater den hers, she juz dun realise how lucky she is to be pampered by the parents ever since she was born, I do not hav so much supports like u did when I face probs, I do jealous of u sometimes. Dear sis, if u were happen to read tis, I juz wanna say tat u r juz in ur secondary skol, if u cant even manage to control the stress and ur emotional, wat will happen when u reach Uni and when u step out to tis society? U tot Papa mama jie jie or me will alwayz be there when u face prob? How much can we actually help if u dun even learn to be independent? U shouldn't blame any1 when u face prob in ur own studies, u say tatz suffering, no way to solve, den wat should I do when I screwed up my results in uni now? Wat should I do when I failed? Suicide? Who to blame? Ourselves my sis, no1 should pay responsible on our own mistake, even now I'm facing a huge prob in my studies, but did I cried and yell like a maniac juz like wat u did previous days? Ur obstacles now will oni slow down ur studies, but mistakes tat ur bro made will affect his life, but did I gav up on trying? Learn my sis, learn, learn to solve prob on ur own, crying isn't helping anything u noe? But crying is definitely a good way to express ur emotion, but keep tat to urself, u dun need to cry in front of any1 or yell like a mad1. Tatz all I wanna say, u see it wit ur own eyes, how ur bro gain things tat he wan with his effort, how he survive through his spm wit serious sickness, clear ur mind and accept the facts now, to grow or not to grow, depends on ur own...

I wonder Y probs coming to me at tis time and wave by wave, for sure I'll collapse if another prob come to me again at tis moment, I feel so helpless yet I noe tatz my own mistake, if I didnt mke all these mistakes then probs will not happen now... I juz hope wat I doing now shown my sincerity in helping myself... Plz dun let me collapse, plz giv me strength through tis obstacles... Godbless... ='(

A story of the Moon

2011-03-04T14:38:00.004+08:00

When we 1st met, I nvr tot it'll be such a long story, such a long chapter I had in my own life story, it's such a long journey, lotsa things happened in between, wat fate had brought us, I nvr ever think tat we'll be in such a complicated situation, but somehow tis chapter has come to an end, we can never continue the story, because I noe it clearly, Impossible is the word.

Thx for bringing me happiness, be right there when I needed u most, gave me a tight hug when I'm strength-less, u r the one tat will alwayz be there comforting me when I'm not feeling alright, u r there accompany me to pass through the most down period where tons of probs come to me last few weeks... I really enjoyed tis period wit u, I'm really caring n liking u wit the sincere heart, at least I noe it's so so beautiful to hav a date wit the moon, but I'm sorry again I hav to leave, we r not doing it right, I cant get through my own boundary, I still cant accept u...

U said u hate tis song when I played it, but it's how I feel alwayz...

And I'm so sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love, for wasting your time

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time
Won't make any difference tonight
But I'm hoping "im sorry" will open your mind
To love love love love in your life

Do tke good care of urself, nvr let those who love u worry bout u, u r such a big kid who need guidance... Pleaseeeeeee, rmb wat I said even u dun like it and Take GOOD Care...

Study Break~

2010-09-10T02:28:00.002+08:00

Currently having study break and juz finished part of my studies for Engineering Material, Spend more den 2 weeks on studies but I still feel empty, probably due to slacking too much during teaching weeks, I alwayz swear I will behave better after each and every sem right b4 the new sems, I believe I had chg but not tat much, I'm still late to class alwayz due to overslept but I'd try my best not to slp in da class... I nvr have much confidence for tis finals, but I'd try my best to study n plan to get better results, I'll be doing revision on tutorials n past year wit my frenz if possible, coz I'm those student tat need spoon feeding frm others ppl in order to study better, I can nvr do things alone, I really hpe my study plan works tis times, for the sake of better future.

I alwayz have unstable mood during study week, it really cost me loads of willpower in order to keep myself in tis path; obstacles and etc is creating a huge friction force stopping me for going forward. My sis juz gt all her certs and results after graduating, graduates wit first class honors and being in the dean list for 3 times and president list for 3 times as well, I'm jealous of her, jealous her for her perseverance, I wish I hav tat level of perseverance tat can stop me frm being distracted during studies. I wish I can be as good as her.

Whatz happening?

2010-08-05T02:03:00.002+08:00

I'm having insomnia lately, real serious one though, cant be asleep till the clock strike 3/4am although I'm ad on the bed since 12, really cant get myself calm n slp, any cure for it? I cant stand it anymore, will still get insomnia no matter I had or without afternoon nap... Sighs I wan to slp early arrrr....

Getting Older n Older

2010-08-03T01:16:00.003+08:00

Started to feel tatI'm getting older n older day by day, not as energetic as I do last time, cannot stay up all nite to study ad, for sure will fall asleep, den will hav random pain around my body after doing sports or exercise, I really should start taking care of my beloved body ad, since I'm juz 20y/o. Wonder if I dun do so, wat will happen to me at the age of 40~ Hmm~ xD

Is starting to miss Mr. William Ngo ad, oi dude, get bak here asap! L O L n do rmb our souvenirs... xD

Nostalgia

2010-08-01T03:06:00.002+08:00

Started to miss every single little things in the past recently, missing those to leave their footsteps in my life, no matter it's deep or they juz passes by, as I alwayz told, the best things about my brain is I can rmb most of the ppls in my life, not all but as long as the person is easy to rmb, I shall rmb him/her, I might not rmb her name but I'll rmb her face, or mayb I'll rmb both of it, for example I still rmb the face of the galz tat sit right nxt to me when I'm in kindergarten, I still rmb the faces of most of my kindergarten mates n my old skol mates, even those tat I do not noe them, they might hav some characteristic tat mke me rmb, I think tis is all bcoz I'm a typical scorpio, the most ingat dendam one hahaha~ so better dun threaten me, or else~ xD

I started to miss those who used to be very close to me but we can hardly meet now, those who I used to play wit when i'm younger, my neighbors. There r few of them in my mind now, the one tat lives beside my grandma hse who I used to play wit every wednesday when I follow my dad to my grandma hse after skol when I'm in primary lvl, we knew each others when we r very young, but after I moved we can oni meet n play once a week. Then will be the 3 besties living at the same building as me, I still rmb each n every morning during skol holidayz, all of us will woke up early in da morning n quickly gathered up at a fren hse, his name is Hong, we spend most of our times in his hse until his parents came bak at 5 if i'm not mistaken, we play ps1, n doing alot alot of crazy things there, we had lunch 2gether, n every evening we used to cycle around the neighborhood or swim 2gether, those r the crazy times tat I miss, those r the person who I miss, my childhood frens, those smiles on their face, those laughter we had, those precious moment, those r my history, my chronology, I really hpe I can rmb every single of u till the end of my life.

I'm once alone without frenz, but I hav bunch of buddies right now, especially my 2ndary buddies, n of coz my uni buddies right nw, u guyz r those who I cant afford to lost besides my family, hpes our frenship will last for eternity... Friends Forever Dudes, frenz foreverrrrr.....

The 101th post of mine...

2010-07-26T02:10:00.003+08:00

After so so long, finally I've completed 100 posts,n tis will b the 101th... Feel quite down recently, I nvr wan to rmb all tis, but I cant, whenever I feel like giving u up, there will be something happen to soften my hearts, I really do tried to forget, tried my very best, but u will still eventually appear in my mind... I'm tired of these, plz leave me alone, for now n ever...

N after so long, I finally realised wat r u thinking actually, u nvr wan to lose me, as fren, as a backup or watever, coz u noe whenever u hav prob wit him, n u tell me, I'll sure be there to comfort u n listen to u, u nvr wan to lose tis "Someone" whom u can remain him by ur side n will for sure appear when u need him, but I'm so naive, to believe those r actually chances, n waiting blindly. Whenever u do not need tis guy, u will nvr even bother to reply him. I now understand wat am I for u, a good listener perhaps...

Sports any1? =)

2010-07-16T22:03:00.003+08:00

It's friday~ n yet I'm still studying coz I hav a test tmr, nt well prepared yet hence going to burn midnight oil 2nite... Argh it's finally weekends, n tis week I dun feel like going any where, I juz hpe to finish the test, come home n rest, coz I'll not hav any time to rest starts frm nxt week, assignments n reports ARGH~ But if u guyz wanna play sports, do ask me =) I wanna go out n hav come fresh air instead of sitting in front of my comp n DotA... Hpe to go to a big field n start kicking ball, I wanna learn hw to play football well, so any football tis week? L O L or mayb futsal? Juz wanna hav some kicking fun~ Havent recover frm World fever yet lolz~ Or or or mayb swimming? I miss swimming pool alot! T_T I used to swim a lot last time, but I think it has been 2-3 months since my last visit to swimming pool... Leo, wait me, I will sure go swim wit u b4 finals.. xD

爱上. 一个人

2010-07-16T01:32:00.003+08:00

不知从何开始，我开始喜欢上一个人的生活，一个人吃饭也无所谓；爱上在无人的夜里，坐在角落静静地听着那无比的宁静；更爱上了一个人驾车，有时为了不那么快到家，还故意绕路走，享受那无人的时光与窗外的景色，总觉得无人的时候，什么都显得悠闲自在，没有强颜欢笑的必要。

那朋友不重要？刚好相反，我的人生并不能没有朋友，只是偶尔想一个人静一静。还记得我小学让人排斥的时候，只因不知为了什么得罪了班上的大红人，可能你会说小朋友嘛，玩玩罢了，但我就酱被排斥了整整４年，我的小学生涯就是酱过的, 一个人到食堂，一个人闲逛，他们心情好麻就一起玩"追追"，不好时就一声满人了打发你走，就是因为小学的生活让我十分珍惜过后我遇到的好朋友。

人麻不如意事十之八九，但我还是选择不提起小学的事，就让它沉睡在记忆里，只是有时让它出来透透气，放放松。 =）

发牢骚.完毕...

Shall We State the Case

2010-06-27T02:25:00.003+08:00

Hav been watching tis drama since it released, n juz reach home tdy morning so juz manage to watch the ending of the drama juz now... Find some interesting dialouge in there which I found it to be perfectly match wit wat I did last time... At here, a sincere sry for U, u might nt b reading it, u nt even understand wat it mean, but still I'm sorry... This phrase was during the convo between Kings n Gordon...

错在高估了自己，以为我绝对可以找到更好的，以为永远那么顺景，要那样有那样，结果什么都得不到，连自己嫌弃人，还不经意地伤到了人都不知道。。。

Actually I'll repeat the same mistake no matter in which aspect, I'll alwayz be overestimating myself when I'm doing something but at last I will oni leave it undone or I'll be struggling in order to complete it.

It's Thursday!

2010-06-25T00:41:00.003+08:00

Ahhh~ Finally another 8am-6/7pm week has ended, feel so so so tired right now, since last week I was having class 8am in da morning everyday day n ending at 6 or 7 pm due to experiments, really feel so exhausted, although I skipped the 2 hrs class yesterday yet I still feel damn damn tired now... Luckily it's all ended now, tmr is friday, which meanz I can slp till whenever I wan ^^ Planned to go for the 1 hr class, see how la, depends on my mood hahaha~ better sit at home n finish the lab reports...

Tdy is such a boring day at uni, unstoppable lecture, tutorial, lecture, tutorial, I oni hav 2 hrs break for classes frm 8-7... N the most unlucky thing is, tat aunty in pink frm DSA stop us frm playing ping pong -.- said wat the DSA is using it, after we stop plying, she juz sit bak to her place n do ntg wit the ping pong table, feel so like cekik-ing her at tat time, oi aunty ping pong oni leh, will die arr? u tell me la, wat u going to do wit tat ping pong table? Zzz...

Seriously I really enjoy every fluid class, hong tat n YY juz cant stop mking jokes lolz, each n every time I sit besides them, unless I'm slping, if not the oni thing I will b doing is laughing... Going to YY hse tmr, lami + tong yuen *winks~ Hahahaha~ Ciaoz, off to bed now, yawning...

Morning~

2010-06-24T08:39:00.003+08:00

I should be in my unit operation class instead of blogging here, but unfortunately, my mum forgot to wke me up AGAIN tdy, yea I do rely on my mum to wkes me up every times I need to wke up early in da morning, I do hav alarm clock, I do set alarm, juz tat if it's too early, I'm not able to hear the ringing alarm, tatz y I alwayz need my mum to wke me up, there is an alternating way =) Sum1 willing to morning call me every morning? I will be VERY glad to hav such a kind hearted n caring fren like tis hahaha...

I promised ah liam I will update him things happened here through blog, but it juz seems like impossible, I juz dun hav the writting mood as before, but there is something he might wan to noe lolz... Every since he left, I think I oni see JV, Steve, Ken n Wayne for 1 time, and the rest for 0 time, William arr, I think u r the purpose y every1 r gathering every weekends last time hahaha~ Sadly, I do see hw frenship chg, or more specificaly, hw a person chg, there is tis person who used to call me no matter wat, n dunno since when, I will oni receive his call when he need helps... While getting further wit a bunch of frenz, I'm getting closer n closer to another bunch of frenz haha~

OK! Ping Pong ltr! Off to uni now...

Good bye for 3 months...

2010-06-07T22:40:00.004+08:00

Quite a while didnt update the blog, do not hav the mood to do so... Hav many posts accumulated in my brain, most of them were written during my finals, emo maaa haha~ I'll try to rmb bak n try to post it here, all the footsteps in my live...

Well, last saturday, william were leaving to US for erm~ x tau how to call tat, a vacation or erm~ working trip? Dunno la... Janji go US... Every time a fren of mine leaving, no matter how long, how far, for sure I'll feel a bit sad, ini lagi x payah say la, he is definitely more den a fren to me, I dunno how he think, but I'm already consider him as my brother... He is one of the ppl, I cannot affort to lost, no matter wat... Watz so good bout him leave to nxt post bah, upload the best things of my frenz at once...

William... Tke good care of urself there... Short update oni, will update more since I promised =) Good bye~

I'm almost there...

2010-05-10T17:40:00.002+08:00

Every single sem, there will b tis period in hell for all students, study week until the end of finals, define period in hell? Mke it simple, outing-less, enjoy-less, game-less, relax-less, eat-less, n most important... Sleepless! So each n every time when my frenz meet me during finals, their comments will be "Y u look so pale?" "Y u so look chan?" "U r getting thinner" N bla bla bla which all related to pale+no energy+ eye bag+ dark eye circle... N the most terrible thing is I still got 3 years left n by multiply by 3 sem each year I will undergo tis period of hell for 9 more times! It's now almost the end for the current period of hell, juz one last paper den I can slp eat play like nobody business but tis oni last for 2 weeks tis time, damn UTAR! 2 weeks of semester break is not enuf... T_T

How bout the exam tis time? Dun ask me, I'll b damn grateful if I were to pass those paper which I screwed. I'm undergoing a stressful n blur moment juz right b4 tis finals, I told sum1 wat I actually thinking n she gav her advice, which I think is quite true, so at tat moment, I juz feel wanna skip tis finals n quit tis course, but now... I juz hpe tat I pass the finals n continue my journey, one of the reason is for the money n time spent, another reason is, after chemistry paper, I notice tat I really got tat heart wanna b an engineer, so no matter how hard, I'll try to survive, coz I think if I dare to dream big, I'll dare to keep myself wit tis one way ticket, there is no turning bak, n there r more n more challenge in front... Persevere...

But still, I think the edu-system nowadayz r so dead, especially in M'sia, where since primary, we r oni taught on how to score in exams, examination's results bcome the most important thing in skol, so usually students will oni memories solution but not understand the solution in order for them to get good results. So it is y I'm so suffer when in UNI, since my previous study style was mostly on memorising... So I'm now trying my best to study while understanding wat I read...

Simple Update

2010-04-21T02:19:00.003+08:00

How long has it been since my last update? I dun even rmb, juz barely rmb it is at the beginning of this semester and b4 CNY ^^... N it's almost the end of sem now, week 14... Gonna hav my finals soon n of coz, sem-ly trip after finals... HAHA~ So guyz, rmb to plan for it... xD As for my studies, argh~ dun remind me of studies, gonna siao soon... Juz tke a nap juz now, at around 10pm( Suppose to slp earlier but YY seems to miss me n dun let me slp), woke up at 1am++, do some hse chores and on9... Soons will get bak n face those holy crap notes n books... Hell, I really dislike exam so so so so much, but I do loveee those breaks we had after finals, ntg can b more relax den slping late, wking late, gaming all nite, eat slp play n there goes the repetition hahaha~ n of coz, our sem-ly trips, let break the photos record we had last time xD N Jv, wayne, axt, william, Ken, Steven, Liew... We should have a wonderful trip too... hehahaha Till den... cya~ xD

Clean up~

2010-02-03T22:41:00.002+08:00

After being asked by my mum for 3 weeks to clean up my room, I finally did it tis afternoon... Used x sampai 1 hour laaaaa, so u can imagine how clean was my room right? =) Thrown those old newspaper around my side table, those rubbish in my cupboard n those old notes n tutorial on my study table, then wipe awayz those dust... So now my room is super neat n clean~ Now tinggal the fragrant wit Aqua aroma, den my room is ready for the CNY visits... LOLz

Wondeful day~

2010-02-02T19:02:00.002+08:00

Yawn~ Juz woke up frm nap n took my shower, den feel like checking sum1's blog n accidentally found my pics in it, ish ish ish~ Luckily I still look cute when I slp xD Right?

Well as I said b4 2010 will definitely b a better year for me n I'm going to prove it, last week was the most terrible week in january where all the super troublesome things happened 2gether, but till tdy, I can say 90% of it already solved, now left one, which is not under my control, so.... Juz let it b~ let it b~ I got bak wat I wan, N removed wat I dun wan~ =) Those who close wit me noe wat I mean Removed~

Most of the probs r solved now, n there goes my unlucky week... Yet to remind myself 明天不一定会更好但更好的明天一定会来 (Tomorrow Might Not Be A Better Day But For Sure There Will Be A Better Tomorrow) ... =)

Giv me a break plz...

2010-01-30T12:17:00.002+08:00

Unwanted, Unhappy, Unlucky things are happening on me like a wave tis week... 一波未平一波又起... Causing me insomnia last nite, cuz I cant stop my brain frm thinking... Really hpe all tis can end as soon as possible... 4 dayz of holidayz doesn't seems to b an enjoyment for me... N some ppl juz cant think in the others position, when I said I DUN WAN! I hav my own reason, dun keep forcing me or making jk of it ok? U juz making urself looks like a retard in front of me, if I have the ability to do so, y not? Can plz stop talking n think in my position?

Deleted...

2010-01-28T23:30:00.002+08:00

Deleted All Your Sms frm my phone, Deleted All Your Photos frm my comp, Deleted All Your Images frm my mind, Deleted All The Memories You gave frm my brain... Doing all this juz to ensure tat I'm slowly taking You out from my life as SOMEONE...

Many things happened tis week, n causing me to feel depressed for one whole week n I'm still feeling tat way since something bad juz happened tis morning b4 I went to uni...

Yet it's juz the 2nd week of uni life, n nearly the end of the 1st month in 2010, for me my 2010 hav a very good beginning, n ppl alwayz says tat having a good beginning is succeeded for half of the task... So hope tat I'll hav bak my luck n confidence which I lost it since 2008...

One of the luckiest thing I have tis year is having some ppl treating me real gooood, appreciate it... 谢谢你对我的好但请原谅我无以回报 ...

The untold phrase

2010-01-28T00:54:00.001+08:00

谢谢你对我的好但请原谅我无以回报...

Happy Birthday Javan Cheong, Stanley Yap, Mei san

2010-01-24T00:37:00.003+08:00

As in the title... Happy Birthday In Advance + Happy Birthday + Happy Belated Birthday To Javan Cheong, Stanley Yap n Mei san~ As for JV, simple celebration... =) Stanley? If cant mke it den sorry la, i gt ur heart one, really.... not for galz oni =) Den Mei san~ U didnt come bak~ xD I bet while u read tis u will say :"Wat a lame excuse!" but yeah, tak kan we fly to kampar d mer xD So happy 20th birthday la to 3 of u la... Hpe u guyz have a wonderful 20th~

Juz randomly reading others blogs couple minutes ago, n found tis in my sis's fren's blog which I feel the description is nice... N wanted to share it...暧昧~

暧昧是，比好朋友再亲一点，但比恋人远一点。

暧昧是，你会常常在QQ等他在线。当他几天没有在线，你就会有些担心。

暧昧是，你会不时去他的BLOG看看有没有更新；而且你会留意字里行间，他对你有没有什么暗示。

暧昧是，有感觉，然而，这种感觉不足以叫你们切切实实地发展一段正式的关系。

暧昧是，明白人生有太多的无奈，现实有太多的限制。你知道没有可能，但又舍不得放手。

暧昧是，有进一步的冲动，却没有进一步的勇气。

暧昧是，他不是你的情人，但似乎他比你的情人更关心你和了解你。

暧昧是，你会编一条围巾给他，但大家从没有开始过。

暧昧是，虽然他不是你的情人，但他却会对你说：你对我是十分重要的。

暧昧是，你感冒时有一个会在晚上打电话来，特意提醒你服药，叫你盖好被子早点睡的普通朋友。

暧昧是，当你遇到问题解决不了的时候，你找不到你的男/女朋友，你第一个便会想起他。

暧昧是，每当他提及他的另一半时，你会万箭穿心。

暧昧是，为了逃避背叛的罪恶感。

暧昧是，甜津津又同时酸溜溜的。往往从未开始，已叫人不安，患得患失。

暧昧是，别人以为你们在搞地下情时，你会沾沾自喜。

暧昧是，别人问你们是否恋爱中，你张口结舌。

暧昧是，常常挣扎表不表白。你怕表白之后，你既得不到一个情人，却又失去了一个知心好友。

暧昧是，见到他，你会心跳。见不到他时，你会挂念他。

暧昧是，两个人都会互相猜想。他是不是已经暗示了什么？我是不是自作多情？

暧昧是，每天大家都会聊QQ，会互传手机短讯，无规律地偶然约会。

暧昧是，除了情人节之外，其它的节日，大家都交换礼物。

暧昧是，你很想多走一步，但又怕会吓怕了他。你会很小心流露自己的感情。

暧昧是，两个人没有承诺过什么。但虽然如此，你愿意付出的，比有承诺的情侣更多。没有责任，但你却很渴望去承担，不问回报。

暧昧,是一扇门，你可以停留在门外，也可以踏进房子里面。然后你不可以停留在门下面。门–永不是终点站。

我们暧昧，我们却不属于对方。

Melacca Photos

2010-01-16T17:20:00.020+08:00

As I said in previous post, I'll post up some photos of melacca, as for the stories of the trip I leave it for our most pro story teller Min Yang , he havent finish all the post yet but the blog entry for day one is done... As for me I will upload some fantastic photo here, n most of the fantastic photo is taken by warren the 9 lau photographer(Self-declared) Lolz~
There r more photo but i cant post all here cuz there are 430 of them (@o@)... Mayb search for my facebook for more photo lolz~

YY n Wai Ming b4 departure

Me n MY

Sexy? LOL~

Wei kian makan-ing pau

Stanley

Wai ming

Frm left Me, Carmen, Tok, Stanley, waiming, KF, MY, YY, Warren

Group photo 2

Oppss? Photoshopped? Melacca Post Card? LOL

Group photo 3

Having Lunch wit sze lee, the gal frm left...

Did waiming's expression tell u how cold is melacca? ROFL

Utar HaoPoh

Utar HaoLou

KK:I'm so Cute~
Stanley:I'm so Cool~

They named it Tunku Tan~

YY is in luv~

We call him stanley the climber... y? 1st climb

2nd climb~

There he climbs again~

N Again~

N again again~ LOL

Self-Declared as Tan Kim Hock(Owner of the shop)

Cute? LOL

I personally love tis one.. Attack!!!

The sweet couple~ Tok n Carmen

Err Wat band wit 4 male n 1 female?

Tis is Beyond~ Hahaha~

Can guess which is me?

Photo taken by warren... Emo punya pose

Random pose 1

Change

N change again... Sun set jor lu~

Sweet? sweetest pics of the trip... Nt grab frm web one arr, below is the unedited version

The unedited version

N guess we no need to explain for tis?
Best pics of Me n YY haha~

Awesome Melacca trip

2010-01-13T15:16:00.002+08:00

Juz came bak frm melacca yest nite, an awesome trip but yet tiring... Who to blame? KF I think u sould noe~ xD HOT SUN~ WALK WALK WALK~ SWEATING~ haha~

More talk more bout it when those pics r uploaded by my frenz, tons of them lolz, it's more like a photoshooting trip den a makan makan trip...

2010

2010-01-11T13:09:00.002+08:00

Lolz My blog can b consider as dead now since I didnt update it ever since the beginning of my sem break which is erm around 4 months ago? Lolz~ So as a big welcome for 2010 here will b my 1st post for 2010...

Wat I did in the past 4 months of sem break? Hmm~ 1st week of it, as usual a trip wit my uni gang, went to hock heng's hse in penang, it's a food trip actually coz we r having 5 meals per day there... Thx man hock heng, mayb tis thx is quite a late one but still, thx for bringing us travel around penang n those nice foods, the seafoods dinner is really nice n nevertheless hock heng's sporting gf, she was so frenly where the 1st day we all hang out it's like she noe all of us for a very long time... Haha~

After the trip den the rest was my daily life la, slp eat play n there goes the cycle over n over again... But for sure I didnt waste my 4 months holidayz juz like tat, I worked ok? Lolz~ last weeks was my most suffering period ever, working frm 6am n reach home at 6pm, cuz I'm working in those 2ndary skol bookshop, n last week the skol reopen, really tiring especially after having a good/tiring trip to semenyih wit my buddies~ The semenyih trip was fun yet unlucky one LOL y I said so? Cuz our initial plan was to hike broga hill, hav dinner n come bak to ampang, unfortunately when we r on the way, it started to rain heavily, n it didnt stop when we reached semenyih so we went n meet up wit william n his gf to hav our dinner 1st, after the dinner we went str8 to william's uni, University Of Nottingham... HOLY The Uni is so so BIG n those facilities r juz too nice, they hav hotel style of cafe there, n their office is juz like a hotel lobby... There r still many facilities there, basketbaall court, futsal one, football, a big lake n my fav a swimming pool @~@, I like the enviroment there, n so do others... After tat we pay out ex tuition teacher a visit since he juz moved to semenyih around 1 year ago, his hse was a nice one, big, n the design n so trendy... I even mke a joke stating tat if my room was as nice as his one, I can even survive without stepping out of the room lolz... His hse was full of entertainment, karaok set, nintendo Wii, n etc etc... We stay there till 2am in da morning since all of us agreed to hike broga again in da morning... Went bak to william's hse for a break n start our journey to broga again... N the 'lucky' us failed again due to the rain~ Argh~ but yet we did hike a bit la, till the hiking path was to slippery to go further... Had our breakfast n come bak to ampang to hav a good rest...

As for photos, will upload after i get it frm the others... =)

N now I'm preparing myself again, going to Sg Long ltr, YY hse xD n departing to melacca tmr... Nxt week will b my new n last sem of the year... Wish me luck den~ =)

Happy 2010 to all my fellow frenz, hpe tat tis year will b a fruitful year for U n Me... =)

Update...

2009-11-23T01:54:00.004+08:00

It should tkes me sometimes to clean up all the dust n spider webs on my blog... My last post was erm~ 1 month ago? lolz Not oni me though, all my uni mates tat taking short sems are not updating their blog either, frm 1 post per day till now 1 post per month... For them, they r bz wit their assignment mayb... Or mayb they hav ntg to blog about when I'm nt around in uni(Perasan)... Lolz

Ntg much bout my holidayz, as usualy hang out wit buddies, get drunk, pool n dota~ Lolz Quite normal but I'm enjoying myself, n I dun miss my uni life.... hahaha~ I dun wan my holidayz to end n get bak to uni for exams n assignments...

Btw it actually feels gd after talking to a fren whom u didnt alwayz talk to, didnt alwayz contact... So I'm looking forwards for old frenz gathering...Or mayb a class gathering for 5SC1? Haha~ Wanan meet those whom I didnt meet for centuries....

My Birthday...

2009-10-24T01:34:00.002+08:00

It it's my birthday tdy, 24th of oct... Tis afternoon, Mr Chan aka Mr Zeph giv me a call, asking me to go out for a drink, n the reason he gave it Abang kit very sad, so I said ok coz I wanna noe more bout it too. Den around 10, me, kit n chan went to Black n White to meet up wit KQ n liew, wayne n william came after 10 minutes. I really treat it as normal drinking coz it's friday nite, I really didnt aspect all of them to rmb my birthday... Haha~ Thx Kq, Kit, William, Chan, Wayne, n liew to rmb my birthday =) It meant a lot to me... Although Mr JV x giv me face n not attending, but yet u r still my brother, I tried my best to mke u attend didnt I? Lolz... I really didnt notice they rmb my birthday until the staff or manager I dunno lolz bring up a ice cream wit candles n asked, so whose birthday is it n the cafe is playing the birthday song... I really feel touched at the moment, all of them, all.... Rmb my birthday... Really thx u guyz, n thx Chan for gicing me 2 kisses, n all of u tat let me kiss =) Jv Cheong, U really mke it bd celebration imperfect... Sigh, but still we r brothers alwayz =) Kq: "Hai ng hai brother sin?...", Me:"Hai! Yat sai dou hai hou brother!!!"... WE finished 7 buckets of beer n I'm feeling dizzy right now.... Rmb all my brother, once brothers, whole life brothers...

To all those tat wished me Happy Birthday in all ways, sms/call/facebook/etc, really thx to u all... N sry YY for not going to SG long... Really sry >.< But i aso appreciate u for rmbring my bd... N it reminds me of my last bd celebration in UTAR last year, gonna find bak all the things u guyz gave me last year, tke some pic n upload it here.

Thx all my fellow frenz n my brothers.... Thx u all very much T_T 19th years old is another memorable Birthday.... Thx very much T_T

Finally A update...

2009-10-21T01:58:00.003+08:00

Not updating my blog even it's holidayz... But y? First is of coz I'm in moody stat last few dayz, as mentioned in previous post, I failed my exam so I gonna repeat... Thx for those who concerned n sms/pm/called me, thx my mum for not scolding me but telling me it's actually ntg when I failed, she mkes me feel like crying when she said tat to me... Thx mum.
Second coz I'm playing games wit 2 of my close fren.

Well the weekends b4 the results release me n my buddies went to a cafe for a drink, it's the 1st time after so many many many many months, the gang sit together again n having lotsa funz. Played poker game, erm... "Mafia"? Or "Killer"? Or...watever la I dun really rmb it. Its a card game where the killer will blink his eyes to kill the victims while the police will b catching him. The loser will drink a bottles of beer in 15 second. N "Luckily" I'm the first to lose -.- n finish the beer in time, den the 2nd loser, KQ. He was the batu api all over the nite tat keep making the punishment harder n harder but himself cant manage to do it lolz. Forgot how much I drank, feel a bit dizzy after tat, luckily I'm not the one driving lolz. After the drinking session few of us went to mamak n went home after tat. It's really a happy nite for me coz all of us gathering 2gether n tatz including Fei Dao tat mke the gang complete.

Sitting at home for 3 months is boring(My following sems starts on January @_@), any1 got nice job to intro? Missed the job Zeph having now, 1.5k per month n its oni working for 5 dayz n with internet. Argh~ I wan tat job!!! So any1? Lolz

Failed

2009-10-14T11:59:00.002+08:00

Check my results juz now, as predicted I failed Math for Engineering... First time getting a F in exam n it doesnt feel good... Tis is the 1st time I dare to tell ppl how worst my results were, n it feel much better after telling... Thx YY, thx for listening to me n b the 1st who concern bout my results.

Holidayz

2009-10-03T20:18:00.001+08:00

Yea, exam ends last saturday, dun ask me how was it, I dun wan to talk bout it now. PLay games for 2 dayz coz some of my uni gangs still having their exam till monday. Den tuesday nite receive call frm yy telling me tat we r going to penang on wednesday so I should go to his hse to overnite coz we r departing frm his hse, fetch wai ming frm ampang LRT den we went to yy hse, reached around 10 if i'm not mistaken, watched a super 'syok' movie wit his family LOLz den went to bed after playing PROTOTYPE.

Den we depart on 12++pm on wednesday coz of abang warren reaching late lolz, and reach penang at 5pm I think, really thx wei kian for driving all the way, its really tired when driving for a long period plus it keeps raining tat day. After putting our luggage in hock heng hse, we went for our first dinner at penang, buffet. Not much surprise for the buffet, den went to walk ard in Queen's Bay mall. Went bak to HH hse for bath n gila till 2pm den we went to bed. 2nd day we woke up at 9am+ coz we r having our a renown hokkien mee(Prawn mee) in penang as breakfast n the stall will b closing ard 11am, @_@ lolz n we r lucky to hav HH's mum to reserve 8 bowl of mee for us, it is undeniable a delicious prawn mee, the soup is damn delicious... Den we went to the penang hill for a walk, after tat we went for 'asam laksa' as lunch n 'char kue tiao' n cendol after laksa. Went for a super nice seafood for dinner n tis time yy's cousin is wit us, the seafoods is really fresh n it's cheap too, coz of hh's 'power' Lolz. Went home after sending yy's cousin n hh's gf home n tis time we slp quite early but still woke up late the 2nd day morning, went for our last lunch+breakfast in penang, seafood aso hahaha~ We went to Ipoh after tat to pay ming yang's grandma a visit, picked some rambutans there n continue our journey bak to KL. Finally reached sg long ard 8pm n hav our dinner at 'Lookout point', went bak to YY hse n drive bak to ampang n fetch wai ming home.

When I'm on the way to wai ming's hse, after passing by 'safari mall' on the high way, while I pressing the brake, I heart the sound of sliding tyre, I tot it was mine so I looked at wai ming, den we heard a Big bang n my car move forwards, the sound was so huge till I scolded Fxxx so loudly in the car coz I tot my car was damaged critically, went down the car to check for damages n talk wit the driver of the car for the compensate. I think I was lucky coz oni few scratches on my car but his car was really damaged, 2 front light totally broken, the front part of the car is kemet, n the water tank was broken. I leave the place after getting the RM50, send wai ming home n reached home 11++pm.

Penang trip was great, the food there is nice haha~ will go there again if I got the chance. And will upload some photo later since I havent get those photo yet. =)

My dream gal... I like 90 =)

2009-09-24T14:50:00.004+08:00

Keep watching her video recently, dunno y n dun ask me y haha~ Really likes her eyes, drive me crazy alwayz haha~ My all time fav, my dream gal =)(my msn pm), she is my 女神 =) Jolin Tsai =)

Her eyes~~ =)

Gotta get bak to work, juz 3 more dayz n u can see me dragonica-ing + dota-ing ad... I wan holidayz!!!

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2009-09-18T02:25:00.003+08:00

Cant figure out a title for tis post... Being very emo tis 2 dayz, yeahhh my maths... After thinking of tis probs for few nitez, I think I can let go of it... I tried my best to score it, but still do mistakes... Mayb it juz too tough for me n I'm being too playful for maths, keep thinking tat those r foundation stuffs, shouldnt b hard... So it ended up like tis. Ppl went for holidayz happpily n I'll juz b sitting at home, waiting for the judgement day to arrive... It juz like 'deng si'... Not gonna think too much...

Went out wit her juz now, ntg much... Chat bout usual stuffs n told her wat actually happened in 2ndary skol n many more, actually chatting wit her can let me forget bout all the unusual stress tat I'm facing now... But yet she might brought me some sadness, not gonna tell wat happen... Juz Heartache.

Actually the reason I posting tis post is coz I juz read a blog of fren of mine, senior to b precise, read it b4 but forgot the content n found the link again in others blog... N tis is the first time I saw my name on 2ndary fren's blog, n the 1st time I feel tat I'm useful as fren... Reading her blog remind me of my 2ndary life, form 4 n 5... Years when the old me, the me tat full of confidence... I lost it for 1 year n yet still losing it till now, after the math test. Read YK's blog n saw his "I'll Get Bak YOU Soon", yea me too... hope to find it bak, my long lost confidence, lost it for 1 year ad... The first time I feel tat i'm such a useless shit, all tis start after my tertiary edu life... Frm now, I'll try my best n get it bak... YK, count me in k? I dun wan to b useless shit anymore...

I hate tis...

2009-09-16T01:45:00.002+08:00

Well is math test tdy, when I got the paper feel quite happy coz I can do some of the question yea juz some n I start counting how much of marks I can get in tis paper, n I feel really confident in a 11 marks question, n tat questions is the main question which help me to pass, but unfortunately I didnt something wrg!!!!!! I really Dunno y I'm so stupid, cant do well in math, coursework damn low amrks somemore, frm foundation till now, tis time math is my lowest coursework, really damn low la... Really dunno wat I'm doing... Tis time I'm so afraid tat I'll fail... Seriously I'm sked... I need u by my side n listen to me, but I noe u wont. Big sigh...

A Dinner...

2009-09-14T00:05:00.002+08:00

Received a call on saturday morning, uncle calling... Asking if my mum free on sunday coz we r having dinner together in the renown Jogoya. Feel happy coz can meet wit my cousins again~ Cousins whom I played wit since I was young. =)

Depart on 6, 30 minutes late as promised due to the heavy rain, reach there b4 7 n waited for all to come b4 going in. =) Went in n go into the VIP room muahahaha~ Start seaching for nice food after tat, 1st round... Japanese food, u cant imagine how much sashimi n sushi we ate, juz for the kids ohh... The whole table is full of our empty plates. 2nd round lamb chop!!! Lamb arrr, my fav meat of all n they serve nice lamb chops here, is either u wan to cook it urself(BBQ) or u wan the well prepared one, as for me I prefer the one we cook ourselves. After lamb shops sea foods, coz we hav 20+ VIP vouchers, we ate almost all type of food oni for the VIPs, n I like the lobster wit cheese. After the 3rd rounds we keep on taking those nice foods again, 3 lobster wit cheese for me lolz n forgotten how much of lamb chop I ate, juz so nice lolz. Did took some pictures there coz I promised SOMEONE to do tat.

After the dinner I'm not bak home taking out my maths n here starts the suffering moment again.

A Rest...

2009-09-12T18:35:00.004+08:00

It's finally Saturday n my midnight oil burning marathon can b stopped temporary, coz after tis is Math, another killing sub... Well at least I didnt waste my hard work for tis whole week, eh I sacrificed Dota, Dragonica n some others mini games in my comp n go study the Godlike Fluids for 4 dayz, morning... noon... night n dawn, tis is the 2nd time I see the books till I feel like dun wan to see it anymore, wanna burn it ... The first was my sejarah text book for SPM =) Facing fluids book for more den 10 hours a day for 4 dayz, although it's open book exam but I still afraid I cannot do the question, manatau got answer in books... But really wanna thx Ah Tee la, without him I'm not gonna do the rest of the question bsides Q1 n Q2, Ah Tee... I fell in luv wit ya, thx for allowing me passing my Fluids Mechanics... =) After fluids tdy is Statics, I tot I'm gonna screw up badly in the finals coz tis is not a open book exam Lolz, so after coming bak n had dinner last nite, slp frm 8 30++ to 10 pm n start reading notes n doing the exercises, thx Ashley for sending me the answer for those question in da text book, really helps me alot... Frm 10 study till 5am, cannot tahan liao, slp till 8 n continue doing exercise~~

Not gonna pass it with flying colours, at least I feel safer wit course works 21/30 n having some same answer wit YY n KF? Lolz... For those who dunno who is YY n KF, they r damn smart frens of mine in UTAR, foundation CGPA 3.8 abv, n scoring full marks for 4 test out of 5, so having same answer wit them is such a big relief for me =)

Feeling very tired now... Going to hav a nap now. TaTa =)

生于忧患，死于安乐

2009-09-08T20:32:00.002+08:00

看了看我还未读完的书，越来越烦恼，拿起电话打了给她，以为可以让心情好一点，相反的她又一次让我觉得绝望了，我没可能让她离开他，看来是时候让她的影子离开我的脑袋了，这一句话对自己说了很多遍，但每次再见到她又会觉得没办法办到，小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号~=)我也尝过了等待她回讯息的时候，整晚看着电话，等待又等待，常把电话拿出来，看看会不会她找我了，一次又一次的失望...不好受.

你觉得我傻？没办法，我暂时找不到比她适合我的人.

是时候回到房里肯书了，我不想再输了，输了一年了，想挽回...

若要成其事,
必先苦其心志，
劳其筋骨，
饿其体肤，
空乏其身，
行拂乱其所为，
所以动心忍性，
曾益其所不能。

原文<<生于忧患，死于安乐>>

2.36...

2009-09-04T02:36:00.002+08:00

Very early in da morning, dl-ing some drama, skipped class for 4 dayz, gonna go to uni tmr coz I hav a test tmr, programming paper test, how syok... I should start studying nw.. Since she had went bak to her uni last wednesday... I noe it very clearly, she will oni find me whenever she is boring or she's in Ampang, or else she will juz go n look for her bf... Although I've told her how I feel, n she did giv me some positive respond... But still she is owned n I nvr noe those answer she gave is the truth or she is juz dunn wanna hurt my feeling...

Getting something might be hard... But getting something which is owned is rather harder...

Silent night...

2009-09-02T04:10:00.003+08:00

Ahhh~ 4 am in da morning, should post tis earlier, I love silent nite... When every1 is asleep, I can do anything I wan(Plz dun think senget...) Tdy is such a relaxing nite n for me it's a silent nite of victorious, y? Coz tdy I completed my Degree programming assignment, finished the whole coding in 3 dayz ago, n juz did all the screen shot juz now, feel so so so good when I'm able to solve the questing by myself, yea I did solve it for myself coz I stop my teammate frm helping me haha~ U may think I'm trying to show off my skill or overconfident when I did tat, but solving programming assignment separately is harder den solving it by myself, coz different ppl will hav different outcome of coding, n matching up every different coding together is taking a longer time to solve the entire coding alone, so I choose to solve it by myself to reduce the time cost... Again really need to thx Jareen , Nick n Gen for helping me in others assignment so tat I'll hav some times to figure out to to solve it question, really thx la Jareen n Nick, coz they even help me to prepare my speech for english presentation.... Ribuan Terima Kasih Lolz...

When The programming assignment question is out every1 is so blur coz the question is so so tough, so do I... So for me solving programming assignment alone is some kind of my achievement, n I did lose to it b4 in foundation, I gt a very high marks for my course work n while in the final I oni gt a B+, nt even A- so it kinda sad for me, n in foundation I think I'm one of the earliest person who solve the problem, but of coz la wit my sister help, do jealous me for having such a good sis =) But tis time I do all by myself coz my sis didnt learn iostream coding... N sry for those whom I refuse to send my complete solution, coz u asked me on the eleventh minutes so when u say 'refer' I noe wat u mean, coz I did send out solution during foundation n ended up ppl copying the coding, n tis is wat I mean in the pervious post, assignment tat causes me nightmare, I'm afraid to b caught for plagiarism, some claim tat the solution n frm them n some do nt even appreciate it, as if the coding is done by myself oni, I'm ok wit it... Bt in foundation the damn complicated error identification is done by my sis, so for those whom tke solution n refer to my error identification, do say thx to my sis, she did the error identification for me when I'm asleep in da afternoon. =)

N tis is for UTAR... For the lecturer who set tis question... DARN U IDIOT!!! U giv student of week 1-7 a much much more easier problem while u give us frm week 7-14 such a hard task? Use brain la plz, week 7 onwards we hav tons of reports n assignment to finish, including midterm n tests some more... So thx for being so 'nice' to us la k? =) But I actually regretted skipping all the programming lecturer la, yea I skip for 7 weeks... Ended up reading the note more den 20 times to understand those unfamiliar code.... I'll post the question n solution nxt time if u r interested, n the question for week 1-7 aso, no offence la k? I think i can solve week 1-7 question within 1 day where the hardest part of the program is jus the nested 'if'....

Time to slp, n for my beloved frenz in Uni, I'll nt b around for the entire week, so c u guyz on finals exam... Till den... TATA =)

What a good day...

2009-08-28T19:13:00.002+08:00

Woke up tis morning, look at the super dark sky, guess it will b raining soon, den yeah raining cat n dog tis morning which stop me frm going to uni, coz heavy will stop me frm walk to my car outside my hse n it will definitely stop me frm walk to Uni frm S-Block coz I dun like to get wet =) So skipped class again tdy, soli arr Yi kang n Chun Mei, promised to suppoert u guyz in presentation. I actually been to uni, to hand in my reports... WooHoo, reports for sem 1 officially OFF! Haha~ After came bak fmr uni, sms SOMEONE a while, play draginica a while den x tahan ad, went to bed str8 coz I slp at 3am nite b4... Woke up nw n start blogging lo, so long didnt blog daily...

How many of u still have some frenz to share probs? For me minor probs yes, I do hav many but for probs tat will mke me depressed for days or even years... No, I do not hav one... I use to hav it in pass few years, I can even dare to cry in front of 2 buddies in da class when I telling them my probs, n tat time is form 4... Form 4 wei, n tat time they really helps me to forget bout it after tat, bt nw I feel tat I can hardly share probs wit them... Y? Coz Whenever I try to share some probs wit them, for example problem tat I face during my assignments, they will think tat I'm juz trying so show off how good I am in tat but seriously no, I juz need someone to listen to my story, n do nt giv negative opinion to me, tatz all... So nw I can hardly find a listener which will mke me feel much more better, n there is something which I still mind bout it till tdy even it's a oldtime story, n tis really will cause insomnia n depression, dun wanna to tell the story but after tat incident, I really start to noe how to choose a good fren... Watz is the use of a fren when he need u, he will do watever he can bt no appriciation after tat n claim tat the work is frm him... then when u ask help frm him after tat, he will giv u tis "Do it urself la...", yea I do noe someone like tat, which I promise myself I'll nvr help in again in anything... As for JV n William, they give me something like tis when I told them tis story "Aiyo... who ask u wanna give him? Ur own fault la..." Mayb it my own fault la for trusting the wrg ppl bt I do really hpe u guyz will giv a better advise or suggestion at tat moment coz I do really feel sad tat time... The reason I'm posting tis is cause I had insomnia few dayz bak n the factor which cause tat is tis incident...

Week 13

2009-08-27T20:42:00.002+08:00

YES... Week 13 test... OFF! Assignment...1 more to go! Reports... OFF! CAnt wait for my 3 months long sem break to come, but I actually dun like it to be like tat, study 1 sem, rest 3 months n come bak for sem 2, such a crap man... 3 months, by the time come bak to uni, brain blank liao lo, confirm die la... Den oni year 1 so syok, after tat? Internship la, final year project la... BLA BLA BLA... Headache loo.. Bsides tat, I'm quite sad coz my prettiest timetable is gonna end soon, wat so nice? Tuesday 11am finish class, wenesday 2pm, thursday suka suka 1pm, suka suka 7pm lo... it depends on my mood =) Friday 1 pm n after finish class go find buddy eat lunch, nice boh? For me damnnn niceeee la... Hope my coming timetable wil b as nice as tis, Plz I will pray hard >. <

Went to yy hse on tuesday, damn many ppl lo tis time, 13 ppl... lolz n glad to see warren again, dunno y every time I see him, I feel like I meet wit a long lost fren, for me although I oni know him for 1 year plus, but the feeling is like we already noe each other for damn long, mayb it's bcoz we do hav a the same tuition teacher although we study at 2 different place(quite far frm each other)... Enjoy chatting wit him n hock heng of coz, their 'history' hahaha~ came bak on wednesday afternoon, skipped class la of coz, slp at 4 am... can drive home ad very geng xD

Wanna skip class tdy, but too bad hav programming test tdy, feel quite nervous nite b4 coz my iostream is not as good as stdio.h, I dun recognise most of the syntax haha~ cant blame the lecturer, I alwayz skip programming lecture coz I cant wke up... =P After test, went out wit.... SOMEONE~ went to McD, n planned to go for a movie tmr, dunno I can mke it anot, coz I feel very slpy now lolz... But for the SOMEONE, it worth... =)

Such a long time...

2009-08-19T11:20:00.002+08:00

Skipped class again tdy, coz its no-tutorials week so I oni hav 1 hour lecture tdy, but hav math test in the evening... Quite worry coz I still hav 2 more chapter to go yet I wanna post something... =P

It's week 12 already n I seriously, seriously feel tat my degree life is much much more relaxing den foundation, first I need no to worry for missing bus or lrt coz I'm driving to uni now =), the timetable is damn damn syok where tuesday class ends at 11 am, n wednesday of non-tutorials week can ponteng somemore, so nice la... Den every friday can lepak wit buddies at McD or sometimes Bt Indah Mamak haha~ n Jv hates to go mamak for lunch... N the best part, need no to worry bout attendence when u skipped or late coz there will alwayz hav some nice ppl to sign for me =) thx to ashley, sunny, sze le, gen, YK for signing for me when I'm late or not around. *winks

Well letz go bak to the title of tis post, yea it has been such a long time seen I last outing wit her, n she is coming bak 2nite, hpe she alreasy recover frm her fever, or else might not hav the chance to meet haha~ but 2nite I'm bz so the outing will b tmr but I'll still giv her a call 2nite =) if she is not recover yet, mayb a visit to her hse? Lolz... eh YY, if I got tke pics wit her tis time I show u la k xD

Time to get bak to my study, used 20 mins on comp ad, ciaoz...

PTPTN

2009-08-18T00:32:00.004+08:00

Wake up quite early tis morning coz I need to continue doing maths which I stopped at 2 a.m yesterday, but juz after 1 or 2 question, I felt slpy n went bak to bed till 8+, woke up again to bath n hav my breakfast... It was quite a refrshing morning for me, duna sk me y coz I dunno, after taking shower I saw lee eng's sms, telling me tat ptptn staffs was already at UNI, I was like wat the crap? I tot they will oni coming on 18th? But dun care la, since they come ad, I go submit lo... Den after fnished my 'loh mai kai' till half, my stomach feel uncomfortable, den i went into the toilet but it getting worst, but I still finished my breakfast coz I tot it was gastric... Unfortunately the situation got worst where I vomit n went into the toilet for few times, it's damn pain... Den I went to lie on bed for another 30 mins, after vomit for the 3rd time, sze le called n told me ptptn stuffs again, so I feel quite worry n drive to UNI wit the super duper pain in my stomach.

My vision bcome quite blur due to the pain when I'm driving but I still manage to drive to UNI, after passing by the guard hse where I told the guard "S block =)" but I usually parked at SD block coz I noe I cant walk tat long distance frm S block to UNI wit tat pain, so soli la Abang Guard... Terpaksa T_T Went into the hall around 12 30 n being stopped by the officer frm queuing up coz she said the morning session is already over n we CL student muz come bak at 2, so I waited for another 1 hour for the officer to come bak. I'm pretty sure tat u can imagine the LONGGGG~ queue while there r so many applicants for ptptn each sem, so yea it take us more den 2 hours to reach the front even by jumping queue Lolz... Finished the ptptn stuffs around 4 30 n went home for a rest...

Programming assignment...

2009-08-16T23:44:00.004+08:00

Currently solving my programming assignment, feel quite depress while the coding I type hav loads of error, well being overconfident while I tot I could solve the program in 1 day, finished part of the program in C programming code(#include stdio.h) den when I convert the coding into C++ coding(#include iostream) loads of error come out, so swt... N I'm using visual studio which I'm not familiar wit it n my version of visual studio do not allow me to see at which line the error occur so I hav to search it line by line, got fed up n downloaded the latest version... N tis assignment so nice, it included some function tat we didnt learn, although it gave hints on how to use, but we still need to try it to ensure tat we use it correctly, how nice~ Math exam nxt week n I havent starts to revise, static assignment deadline aso nxt week... Feel stress nw... Damn programming assignment...

Yay~

2009-08-14T22:27:00.005+08:00

Finally... finished most of the midterm test... Finished 2 paper tdy, Fluid mechanics n Material science, n after tis test, I can really make a conclusion, no alcohols b4 studying wei... U gonna b damn blur during the exam... =) Yeah the day b4 the test which is yesterday, was my BELOVED PaPa birthday, went to TGI Friday for his beloved lamb chop n went home after dinner to hav some wine for celebration... After drinking wat else? Study la, thx yi kang for sending me the fluids "Sample" test paper~ Thx ya kang kang muackz, jot down the question n part fo the working n start studying material science...

Feel quite syok during fluids mechanics test coz I feel so blur during the exam although the question is ALMOST the same la~ Almost, I say almost arr... but I still got blur n asked yi kang a very stupid question, I asked him 'Eh yi kang arr y tis h, height(h=enthalphy) the unit so weird 1?' Den yi kang answer me bak 'Tis not height la zadao, enthalphy la, no study ler u...' lolz... I wrote enthalpy on my note but I go asked y the height's unit so weird... -.- Really blur, so I was really lucky to hav Kang Kang sitting bside me n the 2 leng luis la of coz, Rachel n WC...

After fluids test, I hav to rush bak to my 2ndary skol to meet my headmistress coz the PTPTN form needed her signature =) n I really dun und y PTPTN required us t us 80g/m^3 paper? Paper got effect d meh?? @~@ But nvm, for my beloved 42K, it worth.... After meeting the headmistress it's already 3.30 pm n material science paper is on 5pm... crap... Put so late for wat?? -.- N although the paper is a open book test, n it consist of 2 question, but out of 20, most of us oni can get 12 which is marks for 1 question, and another question is erm~ required us to search all over our text book for solution n not complete solution, oni guideline on how to solve plus the text book n damn thick n it requires luck to actually find the question... Haha~ n my material science teacher is one of my fav teacher coz he is damn humorous n damn mean... He walk into our class n look at those blank seats at the front row n say to us "Aiyo, y all sit behind? Tis is open book test la, u guyz can copy wat? wat la.." Lolz

Last but not least thx for the heavy rain after test for delaying my journey home, test ends at 5 .45pm n guess wat time I'm home? 7.30~ -.- Damn tired now n now time to relax, going out for pool in few mins... =)

Tired...

2009-08-10T21:29:00.002+08:00

Week 11 of my degree year 1 sem 1, feel so stress now, after 11 weeks I dunno one shyt of thermodynamics n I'm having my test tis week =) Say cheers~ N after 11 weeks, I still feel blur when doing tutorials, feel so useless now... Sigh

Wanna study but dunno y I dun hav the mood to do it now, Plz la someone plz smack my head mke me a bit sot sot n fall in luv wit studying can? Or else the history of foundation will soon b repeated... Or mayb will got worst coz degree sub is... Dun play play, it's hard... Sigh... no driving force to study, n I really hate reports la n I'm having practical again tmr, class finish at 11 n practical is on 3 pm, Chun? Still hav 2 reports havent't finish... Sienz arr...

Gonna relax a while n hope by 10pm I will hav the mood to study...

-.- weird bug...

2009-08-05T23:23:00.005+08:00

Posted my latest post with buddies for 3 times coz the post appear to b like tis after posting it

"It has been a while I didnt update my blog again>.< tis =")">.< but yet I still need some entertainment though, so I went out wit 3 buddies yesterday, went for pool..."

The bold fonts shows the missing content between tis starting face emo >.<>.<, and the content after tat is ok,dunno watz wrg wit tat lolz...

p/s: I typed something between the 2 >.<, and it disappeared again in tis post lolz, guess tat <> is a command syntax for blogspot.com where content in between will b shorten or totally disappear. =)

With buddies...

2009-08-05T23:09:00.003+08:00

It has been a while I didnt update my blog again... it's finally week 10, already 3/4 of the teaching which meanz I will hav my finals in 1 month+, very busy recently, juz handed in my math assignment tis morning, statics assignment in 2 weeks times, waiting for programming assignment(less worry bout tis =) ), 3 lab reports need to b complete within tis week, 3 test nxt week, math test in 2 weeks times... omg omg omg feel so stress now >.< but yet I still need some entertainment though, so I went out wit 3 buddies yesterday, went for pool... I feel lazy to go at first coz I still havent finish my math assignment, but there r a person, annoying 1 whom I ad didnt c for a while so I agreed to go. 4 of us in total which including me, William, AxT n the annoying Zephy went for pool n supper at Steven's corner. Chat n laugh while eating, felt weird when Zephy talks bout the lastest on9 game we play, Dragonica... coz he always say tat on9 is a waste of time so he prefer lan game Lolz... He is someone good to chat with if n oni if he dun act like sohxx, u really cant imagine how annoying he can b, he call me DoG in msn everytime he pm me n keep talking nonsense, really cannot tahan him sometimes -.- Enjoy going out wit buddies n hav few match of pool in the middle of stressful assignment n reports =)

Sick....

2009-08-01T12:32:00.003+08:00

Still having slight fever now, n feeling very dizzy now lolz, cant walk properly up the stairs juz now... Went to clinic for the 2nd time yesterday nite, n got the answer I wanted to noe for so long yesterday nite aso... Really glad that u willing to tell me the truth... =) To JV, AxT, William n YY + MY~(he forced me to add, Lolz jk jk...) , guess I cant play games wit u all tis few dayz... So enjoy n plz dun lvl too fast >. <

My heart, My thought...

2009-07-29T17:30:00.002+08:00

If u ever hav the chance to read my blog, I would tell u tis is how I feel at the moment...

想用一杯latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱得太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你作任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决

Wat a busy week.

2009-07-29T17:12:00.002+08:00

Last week was a very busy week for me, y? Assignment due date on monday, math test on wednesday, primary skol gathering on friday nite, working at Jusco Maluri in the weekends... Letz begin wit the primary skol gathering instead of math test coz I noe I screwed it T_T Well tis is the 2nd time I been to my primary skol reunion, they invited me few times, but I was really bz on the day the planned, alwayz... Haha~ not exam den extra class so I'm sorry for not attending for the last few times of gathering, b4 I went to the gathering, I actually feel nervous coz the last time I went out wit them is I think 4 years ago, the last gathering. So tat nite, I was late coz I need to finish up my dinner b4 I go for the gathering so I was 1 hour late, when I reached there I see some of the familiar faces which I used to see in my primary skol last time, not much changes in them haha~ After chatting with them, those jokes from the guyz really mke me feel much more better, no more stress after some jokes lolz, chatting around until 10 den we decided to go bak but vivi parents will oni arrived in 20 minutes time, so as a 'gentleman' me n another 2 male fren decided to accompany her till her parents come, chat bout vivi life abroad, after tat been to ashley's hse to take the carpet for my work during the weekends.

Working during weekends, how nice~ Lolz working at Jusco maluri as Johnson's baby Baby Of the Year promoter, 80 bucks per day haha~ but need to stand frm 11-8, but I think we r already very lucky coz other promoter is standing frm 10-10. My job here is actually take a photo of babies whom thier parents purchased a Johnson's baby product and send the photo to participate in the Baby of the year contest, meet some cute babies here =) they r really cute hahahaha~ After standing 8 hours for 2 dayz, my hand, leg n my joint feel pain tis is coz I need to carry the cupboard while my partner carry the others stuffs.

N tdy I cant go to uni AGAIN.... Coz I'm having fever n bodyache -.- Went to clinic tis morning n feel much better now after some nap...

Boring Weekends

2009-07-20T00:13:00.002+08:00

I'm suppose to b on a trip to PD tis weekends, but unfortunately something pops up and I cant go to the trip... So staying at home during weekends is something terrible to me, y? After bz for 1 whole week n there is no enjoyment, so sad~ Wat I did last nite was playing mini games wit another frenz tat unable to go to PD, JV... We played purge war, 2 dota match and 1 TD... It's fun playing computer games but it's not as fun as hanging out wit bunch of close fren, so yeah I spend my Saturdays night in front of computer playing games.

Then tdy went to my uncle house in rawang, its has been almost 1 month since our last visit, so I do miss my cousins... Those monkey, Lolz had fun with them whole day long, teaching 2 of them how to play dota n first time seeing my little cousin, Kelvin... He is 3 months old n he is damn cute haha~ he likes to laugh... Enjoy my day wit all my cousins... N thx to my auntie whom prepared us finger licking steamboat... Guess wat, nxt week will b a tiring weekends coz I'm going to work as part timer in Jusco, Maluri... Money money money is wat in mind now... Lolz

UTAR foundation videos...

2009-07-14T19:16:00.003+08:00

Calss canceled from 10-11 so I skipped class tdy~ =) Sitting at home doing my assignment n static reports(thx ya YY, ur reports helps alot) lolz... After finished my reports I was looking for some entertainment, den I found some video in my folder, my foundation frenz punishment and my public speaking video xD... Missing those day inside the english lecture, thx Ms V for giving us so much so excitement in da class =). Almost every week we hav someone to perform in front of the class when they are unable to answer question or losing in game, but we are very kind hearted as we let them to choose wat they wanted to do, either singing, dancing or acting but for somebody~ Like Mr Monkey, we will ask him to do something really funny like pole dance? Hahaha~ Well letz enjoy the video xD( I lazy to upload the video again in blogger so I used the embeded one frm Youtube which my fren uploaded it last time)

Performers in sequence, Chee Shiann, Jian Fung(Bear), Zhong Yu, Thinesh n Kazuki..

Brilliant singer, The YY I mentioned above aka Sok4-Banker xD

In order of appearance, Wei Kian, Me, Chee Shiann. Directed n Edited by Benson

This advertisement is created for our public speaking talk show entitled "Why Teenagers nowadays are so perverted minded?" So I guess u noe the meaning behind the "Shakers"? Lolz n this advertisment actually helps us to get the highest mark in the class. N hope tai lou wont kill me for posting his video in my blog, Sry Mr Bear... xD

Bad day...

2009-07-13T21:27:00.003+08:00

Y bad things alwayz happen on me on Monday?? Tayar puncit last week, n tis week? Summon!!!! Argh~ After 1 n a half month at uni, I've got my first summon... Damn~ Really hate UTAR now for not giving us enough place to park our car in uni, tis causes us to park outside the campus n not joking, the faster.... IS FASTEST parking lot, requires u at least 5 min to walk into the campus n tat is when u r having class early in the morning, for those whom the class start at 10 am onwards, sorry la, wat left is juz illegal parking lot n the walking distance is 10 minutes =) I guess I need to find some fren whom their hse is juz around the campus n park at their hse... Very moody now... Luckily class cancel for tmr so I will hav enuf time to rest...

MATH n SCIENCE in ENG

2009-07-11T17:43:00.003+08:00

I saw this link in one of my fren's blog http://chedet.co.cc/chedetblog/, this is the blog of our ex-Prime Minister Tun Dr. Mahathir, he sounded for the new edu system whereby Science and Math will b taught in Bahasa frm year 2012, I strongly disagree with this decision, I really can see the difference of these bcoz I learn sci n math in english while my sis learn them in Bahasa, she told me tat it takes her a long time to learn all the scientific words in english while she was in her tertiary education. I really think the student should learn the 2 sub in english as the basic for them to pursue for thier tertiary education... Den with no offence I would say, is Bahasa Melayu an international language? Can we communicate in Bahasa Melayu if we want to work abroad? How we share our ideas with ppl abroad if we only noe those scientific words in Bahasa?

Well these is juz my personal opinion, u vote for ur opinion in http://chedet.co.cc/chedetblog/, there is a poll created by Dr Mahathir in his blog located at the right hand side of his blog, voice out wat u think... Save the future of our young generation... I dunno how much could this help but juz show how u feel by voting for ur opinion.

MJ-Heal The World

2009-07-11T17:29:00.003+08:00

Currently listening to one of my fav song of MJ Heal The World

Heal The World-Micheal Jackson

There is actually a chinese remake version frm lee hom, its really nice too...

一首简单的歌-Lee Hom
(cant get the original MV cuz youtube disable it frm embed)

Happiest day in week

2009-07-11T16:46:00.012+08:00

Lolz actually I wanna update tis yesterday, but was playing DotA till 2 am lolz @_@... So yesterday was my happiest day in tis week coz firstly, my younger sis bought me the latest Jolin Tsai CD+DVD, well I dunno how much coz she refuse to tell me... There r not only the CD n DVD, there r photo album n poster of Jolin so yeah I like it ^^ Lolz... I think I should buy her Show Luo album in return when the latest album release... She even take some photo n ask me to post it lolz...

The whole set

Take 2

CD, lyrics, photo album, poster(behind)

Take 2

Take 3

CD+DVD

Lyrics, CD+DVD, photo album

Poster

Besides tat, reveive sms frm 2 unexpected person, first my sis, wei yee den Chloe~ Lolz... N juz right after I told wei yee tat chloe long time didnt sms me den I receive a sms frm her, such a coincident... Wat mke me so happy is Chloe asked me to call her, for the very first time lolz, called her n chat for.... I aso dunno how long, didnt look at the duration shown in phone, but is quite long la lolz... den after the call, when I tot theres all for tdy, she smsed me again ^^, I noe I shouldn't think so much coz there is no meaning behind all this but I juz feel very happy after chatting n listening to her voice... =)

Thx my beloved sis for the CD n thank You... For brighten up my day =)

Random

2009-07-08T17:48:00.005+08:00

Yay~ Juz finished my CAD assignment, didnt update my blog yesterday coz I was sleeping, Tuesday is Sleepig day(My Msn PM) Y? Coz my last class ends at 11 am =) Went home, hav my lunch, bath n slept... Woke up for dinner den fell aslept while watching TV n den woke up to finish my house chores den finally, 2 match of DotA, study for 1 hours n go to bed again... Dun ask me y I can slp for so long, coz I aso dunno y... ^^

"JV Wow... U forgot to type the Axt Hawaiian Hand Signal... And the U turn Theory.. LoLx ^_^" U can find tis in the shoutout box besides my posts, JV is actually talking bout wat AxT did while we stucked in the traffic jam tat day, coz of the boringness in the car AxT actually wind down the window n showing "V" peace to all the passers-by and those driver in the car, I actually feel lucky tat non of those passers-by felt offended n scold us, they juz look at AxT wit @_@ lolz... Denz watz with the U-turn theory? Coz of I lead them to the wrg path by keep saying I rmb there is a U-turn in front, so AxT asked me to tell all my frenz "Eh u tell ur fren like tis la, If nxt time I(Me) tell u to mke a u-turn, u dun feel weird if u find out tat the u-turn I mean is actually 30 kilometers away coz tat is the actual meaning of my "the u-turn is juz in front"" + tis smiling face =).... Lolz

AxT did something like tis but wit a more funny face...

K now, share some pictures wit u guyz, my sis keep encourage me to take a picture of my dinner last 2 dayz, coz she said no galz will want to b my wife after seeing it, even my mum ask me to take the picture properly... Lolz

My dinner, there r actually rice below all these home-made YONG TAU FU

Daily Meal(Rice+Dishes+1 big bowl of soup)

Still hav so many left PS: No leftovers are allowed in my house lolz...

Mayb for some of u it's juz a small part of ur dinner but for my sister, it is damn A LOT coz she oni can eat 1/5 of the amount I eat.

Emo-ing

2009-07-06T19:09:00.006+08:00

Tdy I woke up at 10 15 am so I hav to skipped my CAD lecture, n rush to my uni coz the nxt class was on 11 am, then when I reached my uni, I used up more den 15 mins to search for parking n finally I got 1 n tis is "THE BEST" parking lot ever, Y? I will tell it ltr... After parking my car, I had to rush into the library coz me n my group members are suppose to meet up there n find the english chemical-related articles for my english assignment, when I was juz right in front of the library door den oni I realised tat I forgot to bring my student ID, Damn... So I smsed sze le, one of my group mates n tell her I was juz outside the library n asked her to come out after she found the articles.... After meeting up wit my group mates we head-on to our english tutorial...

The last lecture ends at 5.00 pm so I went to take my car after tat, started the engine n start driving, while I driving my car I can feel there is something wrg wit it, the steering is so hard to turn even when I accelerate my car, so I pulled my car over to a side n check watz wrg wit it, den I find out tat 2 of my front tyres were puncit, after checking I knew tat SOMEONE empty the air of my tyre on purpose coz I cant found any needle/screw or watever nail-like object on my tyre n both tyres puncit at once? How it happened? N bsides tat, one of my fren experienced the same as me http://chuisnothing.blogspot.com/2009/06/window-breakage-next.html (check out her blog post), so I went to a petrol station to fill up the tyres n reconfirm tat there is no leakage of air.... I really dun understand y there such UNCIVILIZED ppl in tis country? I noe it's also my fault for parking at the housing area but y the others residents did not empty out ppl's car tyre n u did? U think I will want to park at residence area if I can park other where else? We r not blocking ur main gate aren't we? N who the heck giv u the right to empty out the air in ppl's tyre? I really damn fucking pissed wit his/her action la... I think if I hav the chance, I will set a hidden camera around there n record down tis stupid fking idiot UNCIVILIZED person's action n post it on youtube or even send it to the police station, BTW... HEY MR/MRS, DO U NOE U R ACTUALLY OFFENDING THE LAW BY DAMAGING PPL'S BELONGINGS/PROPERTIES ON PURPOSE??

I will try to take a picture of the parking lot n the house n post it, so tat u all, TARCIANS or UTARIANS or any others drivers will avoid parking at there.... Damn emo now, I think tis will b the worst day of the week.

Finally I'm home~

2009-07-03T21:30:00.002+08:00

Lolz it's friday n tis meanz I'll hav my lunch wit 3 of my buddy again, William, Jv n Axton.. We went to KFC tdy, y KFC? First it is bcoz we had our meals several times at McD b4 tis, n COINCIDENTALLY William's mum(Hi Aunty =) ) ask him go to her office which located at Bandar Baru Ampang n is few meters frm the KFC shop to take his pocket money, b4 tis I'm actually asking William to drive since he wanted to go n meet his mum, after tat he refuse to do so coz he said he is very tired, so I agree to send him to his mother n we hav our lunch at KFC, but when we r on the way(ad few KM of driving distance) his mum called again =), n guess wat? His mum asked him where is him now n ask him to turn bak coz she want him to bring her the notebook she left behind, so I was like -.- n william said he will b driving after taking the notebook, den unfortunately after he went bak n tke the notebook, his mum called again~ n tis time william ask for the permission to drive n she said NO~ coz she need to use the car after she came bak frm work =) Weeee... So wat to do? I drove him all the way to BBA, giv his mum the notebook, take his money n hav our lunch at KFC...

After eating, Axton come n join us after his assignment discussion, den we decided to go for a pool game. We went to FireBall at Cheras, near Pheonix Shopping Complex, why there? Coz Steven's corner is closed, n they said wangsa maju prima setapak is further, we played few rounds of pool until the clock struke 6. Den while on the way bak, we made severals minor mistake but still we manage to go bak on the right track, but when it comes to a highway which required a u-turn, me n JV hav diff opinion, I said go straight but JV said go down n turn, at the end the decided to follow my choice of road coz I sound more confident, den we drove allllll the way straight but we cant see a u-turn which I said we will reach in few mins ^^... Den we realised we took the wrg way n we r almost lost coz there r no u-turn around, we went to some where around Masjid Jamek(I can recognise the building there) n saw a signboard showing the way to KLCC, n we followed the signboard, we were so relief coz we finally saw a familiar name on the signboard LoLz... After few min, when it comes to a turning, we missed it again~ WOW! coz the signboard was blocked by a car n when we wanna mke a turn, the car behind is coming too fast so we gave up n continue driving... Luckily after the turning there is still another road which leads to KLCC, so we follow the road n tis time William said he will "Potong" if he dunno how to go bak coz tatz his primary skol, Lai Ming. It is 7+ by the time we reached william's primary skol n it took us more den 1 hour to reach home due to the Super Traffic Jam... Sigh~ I made a 30 minutes journey became 2 hours, sry guyz >. <

I'm really sorry guyz for leading u guyz to the wrg way n causing u all to reach home late... Sorry~ T_T

New Graffic Card~

2009-07-02T18:37:00.004+08:00

My cute little computer has been acting unusual tis few dayz, every time I switch on my computer, the monitor alwayz shown an irritating msg "NO SIGNAL", n no matter how many times I adjust the wire n cleaning the dust on the port, the result is still the same, the monitor will oni b functioning after several plugging n unplugging the wire from the port, so it alwayz tke me more den 20 minutes to successfully switching on my computer... Tis really cause me some trouble, so after few dayz of frustration, I decided to send it to the workshop, n after some usual checkup, the reason of all tis is due to the malfunction of my graffic card... I really dun understand y the products nowadayz r so fragile... Easily spoil... My old computer which is urm 10 years old do not hav all tis graffic card problems, n tis new comp oni 4 years old n hav severals probs(I chged my power supply, mother board n etc b4 tis) So one conclusion, the quality of the products nowadayz is sux....

So now my computer hav a new graffic card, Nvidia GeForce 8400GS Super, not a high performance Graffic Card though but I requested for a moderate performance n cheap one so tis graffic cards fulfil my request lolz, n tis graffic card is better den my old one so I'm definitely ok wit it...

I think I should take care of my computer frm now on... Shouldn't let it on for too long.

NVIDIA GeForce 8400GS Super

Cont...

2009-06-29T18:37:00.004+08:00

Well yesterday I stopped half way while introducing the movie Transformers 2: The Revenge Of The Fallen, first is coz I'm really extremely tired after going out whole day to celebrate my frenz birthday and another reason is coz 2 of my frenz asked to play A DotA match, so I stopped half way n after the game I felt slpy so I decided to leave the work for tdy.

Hmm~ This movie, it's different frm the 1st one actually, coz the director added more humorous element in it n mke it more likely to b a comedy rather den an action movie, the fighting scene tis time is not that excited compared to the 1st Episode.

The story begin wit telling how the transfomers work wit the gov military to eliminate the decepticons on earth n protect the citizens, but during the last mission, the dying decepticon foretold Optimus Prime that The Fallen shall rise again, but who is the fallen? The Fallen is one of the previous prime but he betray his brothers n bcome the founder of Decepticons, bsides tat he is aso the master of megatron... In tis movie we will understand the ancient origins of transfomers and why the Decepticon forces return to Earth again... I'm here to give some spoiler, The main chac, Sam and Optimus were dead in tis movie... Sad Huh? So did they manage to eliminate The Fallen? What actually happened to Sam n Optimus? Is Sam n Optimus really Dead? I leave it for u all to find it out by urself....

Then there r also some new transfomers in thes 2nd episode, n the one tat caught my attention was tis twin transfomers, they r really funny type transfomers....

The Twin

Transformers 2: The Revenge Of The Fallen

U really gotta watch tis movie, but its more to a comedy for me, n I can hear laughter all over the cinima during the show... I rated tis movie 8/10 due to the inssufficient of excited action scene... Lolz

Transfomers~

2009-06-28T22:29:00.002+08:00

Tdy we suppose to celebrate the BD of Liew, one of my buddy, so we decided to go for movie, Transformers 2 n dinner... Went to pavillion for the movie, heard lotsa good comments of it b4 though first time going in... The seats insides is very comfortable coz the spaces between the back row n the row in front is wider compared to others, so it's more comfortable for the legs... N bout the movie, it's nice n Megan Fox is really HOT! lolz~ After the movie we went to Tmn Saga for steak n guess wat, it tke us 2 hours to reach there due to the super duper traffic jam(Tmn saga is some where around my hse in Ampang) >.< Really very tired now, too lazy to type more lolz... Ciaoz

R.I.P MJ....The Legend

2009-06-26T21:25:00.002+08:00

Guess u r not shocking to see the title of tis post, yea the king of pop had left us, at the age of 50... I got tis news early in the morning tdy, while I was inside my car.... Juz after I started the engine of my car, the DJ annouced a shocking news, the king of pop had passed away, I was quite shock n doubt at tat moment so I tune up the volume n listen in more details, well yeah the DJ said tat the news has been proven truth by the BBC and the cause of death is cardiac arrest(heart attack)... Basically I'm not a fans of MJ, but I do salute him for his skills n also the legend he created, in tis big world which human beings do not recognise the renowned Michael Jackson? For those who r already sensible I mean... He is such a brilliant guy who created himself a legend... So his death is such a unfortunate for everyone... RIP MJ, at here I pay my last respect to u.... A POP LEGEND~

MICHAEL JACKSON 1958~2009

Here start the life...

2009-06-22T01:06:00.003+08:00

Haha~ didnt post up any updates recently, so yeah... I'm now in my first year of degree, Chemical Engineering, actually I like my course juz tat I'm still worried, bout wat u wondering? Bout the rumours I heard, it's about Chemical Engineer will die at young age coz they alwayz hav contact wit chemicals n working with chemical substances.... I dun wan to die at young age, coz I wanna enjoy my life after earning myself billion billion of cash ^^ Lolz, tat might seems hard but I really wanna b a rich man, mayb it's coz I've tried the life of being not-so wealthy so I wan to b rich, I wan to hav big HOUSES, I wan to hav everything tat I want...

Letz go bak to my uni's life, well it's my 4th week of teaching week now, but I still feel blur bout watz is fluid about, y? Coz I hav a brilliant lecturer tat oni noe how to read frm the lecture slides, he read exactly watz in the lecture slides, he dun even explain wat those equation about... So I'm still very blur bout watz fluid actually about, n I hav tons of assignment waiting for me now... Stress Stress Stress.... Hope can finish my studies asap...

What you think about me?

2009-05-22T17:42:00.003+08:00

Well last 2 dayz I went out wit AxT, my buddy... We went to Steven Corner for dinner n of coz, our fav game now, pool.... Then when we juz sat down n ordered our drinks, here comes a DiGi promoter who came n tell us bout the plan, when he was talking I was drinking my cup of milo ice so I ignored wat he said n wave my hand to tell him tat I'm not interested, n guess wat he said, "Hey dun say dun wan la, u havent even listen to me!(in a humorous tone)", I was so stun at the moment he said tat, den oni I start to raise my head n look at my buddy first, n he was smilling like we actually noe the promoter, so I look at the promoter n -.- we dunno him at all.... Later he start to explain bout the DiGi postpaid plan n we still say NO lolz, then he asked us whether he can sit down n chat wit us? We said ok n started the 20 minutes conversation.... He is really sociable la I can say, coz he talk wit us as id we r life long frenz, he talked about work, studies life n even family... Me n my fren were like "plz stop asap"... Lolz den after 20 minutes he FINALLY left~ So then me n my fren went to play pool for 5 match...

After pool, he drove me home but I didnt go in, we stop the car somewhere around my hse n hav a little chat, tis is my buddy tat I'll alwayz look for him when I faced some problems or vice versa, so tat night we chat a lot, bout frenship, love n bla bla bla... During the conversation we actually asked each other to tell honestly wat we actually think about each others, wats good n aso watz bad... So after the talk I went home due to urge, ^^ nature call.... Then now I started to feel curious bout wat actually others think bout me? So I think I'm gonna mke each of my frenz to write something bout me n will post it here.... ^^

Late at night...

2009-05-21T02:03:00.002+08:00

Well going to slp late again tdy... thinking of her again... Let her go? saying is alwayz easier den doing.

My fav anime, FMA

2009-05-19T16:51:00.006+08:00

Yea it's my fav anime among all I watched, FMA, wat is it about? It's about 2 brothers who offended the rule of conservation of a alchemy by trying to bring back their passed away mother via their alchemy skill, but they failed n the elder brother Edward Elric lost a foot while the younger brother Alfonso Elric is dead due to principle of equivalent trading in alchemy skill... Later on the elder brother offer his own hand to trade for his younger brother soul n he binded it wit an armor... The whole story was about tis 2 brother trying their best to defeat the homunculus n getting themselves the truth behind the Philosopher's Stone which they believed tat it can use in alchemy by ignoring the principle of equivalent trading n get bak their body... The previous series of tis anime was 51 episode, and now here come the remake version of it "Full Metal Alchemist: Brotherhood"... This was the remake series of FMA following the manga, so it will b very long....

I really love tis anime, I dun even feel bored after watching the first series for urm~ 3 time? lolz it's really an interesting one... Besides the anime I do adore some of the song of it... first will b the 2nd closing theme of the first series, it juz fit the feel of the strong relationship between this 2 brothers...

Here's the closing theme

Then the new opening of the remake version, Again... it's nice too ^^

N actually beside these 2 series there is also The movie for FMA, "Conqueror of Shamballa"... This is a movie for the stories after the last episode of the first version, it tells wat actually happened to all the characters in FMA afterwards... I do not wan to giv any spoiler to those who havent watch, n for those who noe me, u can actually ask me for the whole set of first series and the frm first till the latest episode of the 2nd series n last but not leat, The Movie of FMA "Conqueror of Shamballa" frm me if u r interested ^^v

FullMetal Alchemist

The Movie:The Conqueror Of Shamballa"

Foundation sem 3 result

2009-05-19T13:06:00.005+08:00

Lolz it was juz yesterday tat I mentioned bout sem 3 result n tdy, it's out... First time got a GPA higher den 3, lolz but not very happy tought coz I was aiming 2 A's but unfortunately I oni got 1... Here's my results

Juz a 3.5 GPA n the CGPA is so sux lolz, those who noe wat is CGPA can easily predict how sux were my sem 1 & 2 results....

Last 2 weeks....

2009-05-19T00:22:00.002+08:00

Suppose to slp early tdy, coz I promised myself to do so... Juz finished the hong kong movie "Election 2" at TV 3 pearl screen, watched once n feel tat it's quite nice with the chopping ppl scene... LOLZ N now feel like typing the 2nd blog entry of the day.....

Well it's the last 2 weeks of my sem break b4 I proceed to my degree, Chemical Engineering, I dunno whether it is a good choice, but I do put much hpe on it, hoping it to mke me rich in the future... N I aso dunno whether I can cope wit it, bcoz as I noe all the engineering math is killing, so I'm feeling quite nervous now.

Besides, my last semester result r releasing I think, the results of my previous sem is alwayz out on wednesday during the last week of sem break, so if this time is the same, den there r still 1 week n 2 dayz left, hope tat I can get a above average result coz tis time is all memorizing work, hav neither chem, physic nor math.... So the oveall results should b ok gua....

It's 12 36am now, I guess I should move on to my bed now, need to wke up early tmr ^^ So.... Ciaoz

Love..... Too Late

2009-05-18T15:20:00.002+08:00

Didn't update my blog for quite a period n for some reason, first it is regarding to the title of tis post... The gal tat I alwayz mention in my blog, yea my crush... She came bak last week for sem break, and after not meeting her for so so long, I decided to ask her out for a dinner, fyi I actually planned to confess to her within tis 2 weeks, den during the dinner, while we were chatting wit few of my frenz, I actually asked her about any admirer or bf in college? Coz I wanted to mke sure n I really wanted to noe, while I asked about admirer she juz answered :"No.." but when I asked bout bf, she said :"Dunno.....(with some smile on her face)" by tat time I ad feel weird n sad, but I didnt giv up, after sending her home, I smsed her n asked again.... Tis time she replied "Yea I hav a bf now, we juz started....." Tis sentence is like piercing a knife through my heart, I tried my best to stop the tears frm flowing but I failed to do so... Now the only thing I can do is, wishing her all the best n hpe his bf will treat her as good as I do or even better...

PD trip...

2009-05-14T02:28:00.022+08:00

Went to PD last saturday... The plan was actually for few of us which including Me, William, JV, AxT, n wayne but unfortunately wayne couldn't mke it so we plan to go without him, den ltr william brought in Mei San. So on tat day, we actually planned to depart on 8 30 but due to our usual "punctuality" we oni started to depart on 9 30, again AxT will b the driver coz he is the most experienced driver among us. We reached PD around 11 n started to look for a places where the price is resonable, bcoz last saturday was listed as super peak season, it's the combination of wesak day(public holidays) and weekends, so the price of all hotels is doubled up, but we r lucky to find a 2 room apartment which oni cost us RM 140(others hotel are above RM180), after we checked in, we rest for a while b4 we went to the beach. We went to the beach in da evening, enjoying ourselves there, n the wave is super nice!!! Haha~ powerful n quite big, but den JV lost his spec, a big wave hit JV without his noticed n his spec was hit n... bye bye... Haha~ the rest of us tried our best to search for it right after it gone, but we cant n the situation was juz like an chinese idiom "Looking for a needle in the sea"... Besides JV's incident there is something happened on me too, while in the sea, I actually got bitten by a Jellyfish... A small 1, not poisonous I think coz I'm still alive? Lolz But it does made the wound swollen n quite pain la, the wound was swollen, reddish n hav the shape of the tentacles... Wanted to tke pics of it but we didnt brought any cameras to the beach...

Later we went bak to the apartment to tke our shower n went to a seafood restaurant n had our dinner, it's actually the 2nd time I've been to tis restaurant, the first time was with my family,the foods there was nice n the price is very reasonable, we ordered a butter prawns, steamed fish, vegetables, taufu, chicken and 11 bowl of rice which cost us oni RM140... After dinner, we went to the beach again, tis time we sat down n have a little chat... Then we bought some beer n head bak to the apartment...

The next day, we woke up quite late, 11 something or 12 something due to the alchohols mayb... Lolz Den we drive bak to KL, n tis time I'm the driver ^^ Really Enjoy the trip, n here r some pics in the restaurant...

Looking at these pics remind me of my cap, I lost my cap, I think I left it at cc months ago n I oni noticed it the day of the trip, I really feel sad of it, it might not b a very expensive cap, but for me, I'm tat kind of person tat will b very depressed if something belongs to me is lost, I even feel damn sad when my mechanical pencil was lost during my sem2 finals, n I really blaming myself for bring my my accessories to cc, bcoz it was the 2nd time I lost something in it, first was my rings, den now my cap... DAMN! Cursing those ppl who took awayz my stuffs....

Mei san, william

AxT: "This pic spoiled coz the fei poh behind turn around, come tke again"

Take 2 ^^v

Me, wit the bowls

AxT, with the bowls

William

Y JV laugh till so happy? Coz most of the bowls were his, he ate lotsa rice tat day

Mei San, William

Wiliam, AxT, JV

William, AxT, Me, JV

Take 2

Kakashi wooo

Me n Mei San

Me, Mei San, William

Me, n Kit

Wit CAPP~~ T_T

Jv n william

Holidayz....

2009-05-14T01:55:00.031+08:00

It's the 2nd week of my sem break now, spend most of the times wit my fren n buddies where I went to genting wit my uni frenz... Well here r some pictures of my holidayz activities n trip... There r some videos, but I failed to get them frm my frenz, so juz enjoy these pics.... (^^)v

Wrong arrangement~

Taking n Arranging~

Aiming

Wayne opening lolz...

Monkey king? Lolz

My eye look to tired, Kit u noe who to blame? lolz

YY, WArren( the small head), HaoPoh, WM

MY in the cable car...

Side view

Praying? -.-

Warren

HH acting cool lolz

He watching Mr. Bean

He say he is god of gamble

YY

HH

WM, Me, Warren

Here We go

YY, WK, MY, Me

Warren, WM, HH

Some money plzzzzz... T_T

Utar HaoLou, HaoPoh

YY, Me

All of us, except the cameraman MY

WK, YY

YY

Warren

ME

Crazy day...

2009-05-03T23:59:00.002+08:00

Yesterday is really a crazy day wit my buddies, well yesterday was the last day of my finals, so I called Jv n william for a dinner since the others 2 were busy wit their preparation for the finals, so we went for dinner first n both of them will join us in the activities after dinner. So 3 of us went to Bt Indah mamak n we meet Cherise there, a junior in 2ndary skol. =) Well we chat pretty much yest nite, at least I noe something bout ppl around me tat I nvr heard b4, quite shocking 1. ^^ Then after I send cherise home, all of us went to cc n hav some fun. After cc we planned to go n overnite at william's hse actually, but then all the monkeys said they r not tired yet, so we went to mamak again, n tis time we went the renowned Steven's Corner, hav some supper there, not supper actually, by the time we reach steven corner is ad 2++ I think, den ltr we had 2 games of pool n finally went bak to william's hse around 3++. I hav a nap there, planned to overnite there but I suddenly rmb tat the air-cond in my room is still on, so I'm gonna get into trouble if my mum find out tat I didnt switch off it, btw it's really a waste la if I didnt off it. Den me, axt n wayne wke Jv up n I send all of them home, at last me n axt reach my home around 5 in da morning n we slp, after 2 hours I wke axt up n send him home n finally I slp at 7 n wke up at 2pm. It's really like a marathon, non-stop activities lolz... But really hav fun la, I will b going to genting wit my uni's frenz tmr n will try to upload some pool photo n video.

Almost there...

2009-05-01T23:56:00.002+08:00

Here it comes, tmr will b my last paper for my foundation, Management. I still havent finished actually, as for scope tat I get, I'm already finished but I kinda feel tat reading according to scope is not enuf, so I'm planning to read more. Sometimes I'll b wondering, y am I studying? what am I studying for? Ever since I stepped into my tertiery education, I really feel tat I'm not good in studying.... I really feel tired of those tests, I hate memorising, I hate calculating, I hate thinking, how many more tests remain for the rest of my life? I'm really sick of it now, I hate the time when I'm preparing for my test, it's so stress and so frustrating... Now I dont know how long I can survive, I'm feeling so nervous for my degree, I'm such a loser, all of my frenz r doing fine in their studies, y cant I juz b like them? I'm really useless.

New skin

2009-04-25T12:52:00.002+08:00

A new skin for my blog, why new skin? Coz I feel bored wit the plain black default layout by blogspot... Lolz, found tis skin some where n edited it, I'm juz too lazy to decorate it coz I got enuf of headache frm the web page design assignment >. < Mayb when I hav free time after my finals I'll try to mke it more like my style, but I do like the theme of this skin, feel so erm~ relaxing... Vacation, Beach... I luv beach hahaha~ Mayb I should add some audio, Bubbly? I'm yours? HAHA~ I'm getting so over, my finals is nxt monday n I'm still here thinking how to edit the new skin...

Well should get bak to work now...
Work now, play later...
Sem break!!!!!!!! xD
Can't wait for it to come...

Lolz...

2009-04-24T15:36:00.003+08:00

Read one of my frenz blog juz now, his name is wai kit, not the axton yau but a fren tat I knew via my UTAR mates, first time meeting him, at Sunway, a funny guyz, really funny lolz... U should really look at his way of playing bowling.... xD N he said in his blog, I look like a Mah Salleh(foreigner) LOLZ, a good compliment, perhaps.... I dunno y he said tat but mayb it's bcoz I was wearing con lens with colour tat day.... HAHA~ But well mayb I'm too perasan but thx dude, for me it's really a compliment tat I nvr heard b4 frm the others.... HAHAHA....

April...

2009-04-23T11:54:00.003+08:00

2nd post of the day? lolz, y i blog so much recently? I dunno.

So whatz with April? Read through my own blog juz now n I find out tat each year, I'll hav the most post on April... Y? I noe y, year ago end of April was the week b4 I start my uni's life, where I'm so worried bcoz I do not hav any frenz in UTAR, one year later which is now, is the end of my foundation, although I'm not in the same course wit my frenz, but all the sorrow n bitter, sweet n sour tat we been through, will be a memorable memories in my life n of coz one of the most important part in my life.... My Foundation Studies.

The Different

2009-04-23T11:38:00.004+08:00

Woke up at 11 tdy, quite late xP but who cares, it's now my study week.... Read some previous post in few ppls's blog and after I read the previous post of my 2ndary frenz I realised, something had change, something, ever since our last outing, all of us doesn't seem to b tat close anymore, except few of my buddies tat I hang out wit every weekends la, the others, seems like a stranger for me. It's already few months since our last gathering, the last was b4 I start my sem 3 n now it's the end of my sem 3... How nice lolz. Well the nxt outing will b after my finals, when all of us having sem break including Chloe HeHe~ ^^

Yesterday nite, chat wit my old frenz, penguin ^^ I can sense the changes in her, after we didnt meet for so so long(2 years), she is the oni gal tat can b so humorous, the oni gal tat mke me laugh wit oni texts, wat she type can seriously mke me laugh, n ya I did pursue her during form 4 but failed haha~, she was my tuitionmate, den I did attend the event organised by her skol... She is a really nice person,really hope tat I can meet her again. =)

Pictures...

2009-04-22T16:25:00.020+08:00

Hell my blog look so erm~ plain wit oni texts, I really should upload some pics in it, so letz start wit those pics of my uni life...

My uni's buddies

Min Yang n Me

Me n Benson

MS. V + TD 14 and 1 Monkey

Jian Fung N Me

First take =)

In the process for 2nd take LOL

Free style~

The family portrait xD

Preparing for presentation

Me, presenting

Me, Ganessan, Benson

Imitating monkey

Imitating together

Benson asked me to act seductive with the cherry -.-||

Warren n Me

There r more but I'm lazy la.... ^^ Take care my frenz, hope we will meet someday.
TD 13+14 ROX!!! 0o0(o.O)

Late update

2009-04-21T22:36:00.004+08:00

Well I seldom update my blog unless I'm really in a moody state. Yea, I will oni update my blog when I'm moody lolz last time la but now whenever I feel there is a need, I will blog. Well It's now my study week, where nxt week will b the final n last week was the last week of teaching week in uni.... Time flies, in a blink of eyes..... One year passed, peoples come yet peoples go.... It's my last sem for my foundation, after tis bunch of my close frenz will b in different course, so I think we will harldy meet, although it's juz 1 year but there r lotsa memories between all of us, I still rmb at the first day of my foundation, I came here wit oni 1 frenz, Ashley whom I ad noe her for erm since form 1, n now... I got bunch of close fren here. After 3 sem it's really undeniable tat tis sem is the most memorable sem, y? Bcoz I finally get some eyes on me, not oni me actually, my team... All of us did, We made it to the FINALS of a drama competition, though we lose but for me still WE R THE BEST!!! I'm really lazy to update those pictures n video coz there are tons of them, I'm not lying, really tons of them! Lolz.... Then last friday, went to Sunway wit my uni close frenz, had fun wit them there especially the dinner at 'YUAN', a famous all you can eat type of steamboat, the chicken wings were nice, after tat overnite at YY hse... Last but not least of tat day, a news, sad one which is Warren's dad passed away, really a shocking news for me, I really appreciate tis frenz n tried to comfort him, I think I'm not good at comforting ppl la, I really dunno how to comfort him, n due to some probs I cant go over to his hse to pay my last respect to his father, Warren.... Plz b tough like u alwayz does, I noe it is tough but.... I dun think ur dad will wan his son to b in tat way. Hope u will b ok soon. I'm definitely agree wit Ming Yang's phrase, Lifes.... Unpredictable, so do appreciate wat u hav now, coz they might dissapear in juz a blink of eyes.

Hope sem break will come faster becoz I cant wait to hang out wit all my buddies for a dinner n pool, n Chloe is coming bak at tat time too!! =) N I planned to confess on one of the outing, really hope she will accept. Wish me luck! xD

Should I chg course?

2009-04-07T21:30:00.002+08:00

It's now the assignment week, and guess wat, now oni we realize tat some part of the assignment hav errors, major errors but.... Watz over is over we cant make any changes on it anymore so juz let it be, then the probs is not all of us are participate in all assignment coz there are 3 assignment we hav to rush of where we are oni given a time of 5 weeks to submit it and there are 6 ppl in a team, so we decided to select the leaders for each assignment where he will oni concentrade in the specific assignment n the others will juz lend him a helping hand on the assignment, so tatz y some of us doesnt even noe wat is the content of the assignment and it will b hard for us to present it.....

Besides that, I hav another thing to bother right now.... Should I chg course?? Damn I'm so confused now, I'm taking chem engineer for my degree but some of my frenz suggest me to tke some course related to computers since I didnt quite well in those computer-related assignment, but my sis told me, studying IT doesnt is not a good choice coz the market are full with IT ppl n u will oni make money if u r 1 of the best, HELL~ 1 of the best.... Shit!!! Really cant mke up my mind..... Sighz