Morning~

I should be in my unit operation class instead of blogging here, but unfortunately, my mum forgot to wke me up AGAIN tdy, yea I do rely on my mum to wkes me up every times I need to wke up early in da morning, I do hav alarm clock, I do set alarm, juz tat if it's too early, I'm not able to hear the ringing alarm, tatz y I alwayz need my mum to wke me up, there is an alternating way =) Sum1 willing to morning call me every morning? I will be VERY glad to hav such a kind hearted n caring fren like tis hahaha...

I promised ah liam I will update him things happened here through blog, but it juz seems like impossible, I juz dun hav the writting mood as before, but there is something he might wan to noe lolz... Every since he left, I think I oni see JV, Steve, Ken n Wayne for 1 time, and the rest for 0 time, William arr, I think u r the purpose y every1 r gathering every weekends last time hahaha~ Sadly, I do see hw frenship chg, or more specificaly, hw a person chg, there is tis person who used to call me no matter wat, n dunno since when, I will oni receive his call when he need helps... While getting further wit a bunch of frenz, I'm getting closer n closer to another bunch of frenz haha~

OK! Ping Pong ltr! Off to uni now...

Good bye for 3 months...

Quite a while didnt update the blog, do not hav the mood to do so... Hav many posts accumulated in my brain, most of them were written during my finals, emo maaa haha~ I'll try to rmb bak n try to post it here, all the footsteps in my live...

Well, last saturday, william were leaving to US for erm~ x tau how to call tat, a vacation or erm~ working trip? Dunno la... Janji go US... Every time a fren of mine leaving, no matter how long, how far, for sure I'll feel a bit sad, ini lagi x payah say la, he is definitely more den a fren to me, I dunno how he think, but I'm already consider him as my brother... He is one of the ppl, I cannot affort to lost, no matter wat... Watz so good bout him leave to nxt post bah, upload the best things of my frenz at once...

William... Tke good care of urself there... Short update oni, will update more since I promised =) Good bye~

I'm almost there...

Every single sem, there will b tis period in hell for all students, study week until the end of finals, define period in hell? Mke it simple, outing-less, enjoy-less, game-less, relax-less, eat-less, n most important... Sleepless! So each n every time when my frenz meet me during finals, their comments will be "Y u look so pale?" "Y u so look chan?" "U r getting thinner" N bla bla bla which all related to pale+no energy+ eye bag+ dark eye circle... N the most terrible thing is I still got 3 years left n by multiply by 3 sem each year I will undergo tis period of hell for 9 more times! It's now almost the end for the current period of hell, juz one last paper den I can slp eat play like nobody business but tis oni last for 2 weeks tis time, damn UTAR! 2 weeks of semester break is not enuf... T_T

How bout the exam tis time? Dun ask me, I'll b damn grateful if I were to pass those paper which I screwed. I'm undergoing a stressful n blur moment juz right b4 tis finals, I told sum1 wat I actually thinking n she gav her advice, which I think is quite true, so at tat moment, I juz feel wanna skip tis finals n quit tis course, but now... I juz hpe tat I pass the finals n continue my journey, one of the reason is for the money n time spent, another reason is, after chemistry paper, I notice tat I really got tat heart wanna b an engineer, so no matter how hard, I'll try to survive, coz I think if I dare to dream big, I'll dare to keep myself wit tis one way ticket, there is no turning bak, n there r more n more challenge in front... Persevere...

But still, I think the edu-system nowadayz r so dead, especially in M'sia, where since primary, we r oni taught on how to score in exams, examination's results bcome the most important thing in skol, so usually students will oni memories solution but not understand the solution in order for them to get good results. So it is y I'm so suffer when in UNI, since my previous study style was mostly on memorising... So I'm now trying my best to study while understanding wat I read...

Simple Update

How long has it been since my last update? I dun even rmb, juz barely rmb it is at the beginning of this semester and b4 CNY ^^... N it's almost the end of sem now, week 14... Gonna hav my finals soon n of coz, sem-ly trip after finals... HAHA~ So guyz, rmb to plan for it... xD As for my studies, argh~ dun remind me of studies, gonna siao soon... Juz tke a nap juz now, at around 10pm( Suppose to slp earlier but YY seems to miss me n dun let me slp), woke up at 1am++, do some hse chores and on9... Soons will get bak n face those holy crap notes n books... Hell, I really dislike exam so so so so much, but I do loveee those breaks we had after finals, ntg can b more relax den slping late, wking late, gaming all nite, eat slp play n there goes the repetition hahaha~ n of coz, our sem-ly trips, let break the photos record we had last time xD N Jv, wayne, axt, william, Ken, Steven, Liew... We should have a wonderful trip too... hehahaha Till den... cya~ xD

Clean up~

After being asked by my mum for 3 weeks to clean up my room, I finally did it tis afternoon... Used x sampai 1 hour laaaaa, so u can imagine how clean was my room right? =) Thrown those old newspaper around my side table, those rubbish in my cupboard n those old notes n tutorial on my study table, then wipe awayz those dust... So now my room is super neat n clean~ Now tinggal the fragrant wit Aqua aroma, den my room is ready for the CNY visits... LOLz

Wondeful day~

Yawn~ Juz woke up frm nap n took my shower, den feel like checking sum1's blog n accidentally found my pics in it, ish ish ish~ Luckily I still look cute when I slp xD Right?

Well as I said b4 2010 will definitely b a better year for me n I'm going to prove it, last week was the most terrible week in january where all the super troublesome things happened 2gether, but till tdy, I can say 90% of it already solved, now left one, which is not under my control, so.... Juz let it b~ let it b~ I got bak wat I wan, N removed wat I dun wan~ =) Those who close wit me noe wat I mean Removed~

Most of the probs r solved now, n there goes my unlucky week... Yet to remind myself 明天不一定会更好 但更好的明天一定会来 (Tomorrow Might Not Be A Better Day But For Sure There Will Be A Better Tomorrow) ... =)

Giv me a break plz...

Unwanted, Unhappy, Unlucky things are happening on me like a wave tis week... 一波未平一波又起... Causing me insomnia last nite, cuz I cant stop my brain frm thinking... Really hpe all tis can end as soon as possible... 4 dayz of holidayz doesn't seems to b an enjoyment for me... N some ppl juz cant think in the others position, when I said I DUN WAN! I hav my own reason, dun keep forcing me or making jk of it ok? U juz making urself looks like a retard in front of me, if I have the ability to do so, y not? Can plz stop talking n think in my position?