Upon request, most of the latest posts will be written in english until someone passes the exam... ;)
It must always be ur wonder how to mke me for in luv wit u, y tat no matter how sweet u r, u r juz nobody... Im a scorpio, typically typical scorpio which can nvr fall in luv easily, but once we did, it will be ur memories tat hardest to be forgotten. U must had wondered, y u could nvr replace her, well... To be frank, there r no one tat r irreplaceable, once tat person's story ended, when i decided to forget, tat person will jz be a dust in my life, they no longer hold the power to affect anything, and in fact, I doesnt get a replacement for anyone, if u secure a place in there, ur place will be urs and only urs, they r unique i can assure...
The reason y u couldnt find a place in there is bcoz of u couldnt even fulfil the fundamental part... The first and most important stuffs tat i find in a person i need, is the sense of securities, then u will says, she too couldnt giv me that... Yea, her attitude once annoyed me but this is the part, where Im too young to believe eveything ppl told me, and she literally told me how important am i to her, how i bcome everything of her and bla bla bla, tat is the part tat mke me actually start believing and feeling secure... But, a big but, things r no longer the same now u see, ppl lost their trust towards smtg as time passes by, so tis is wat I'd been stolen by the snatch theft named Chrono... My trust, towards ppl's words... I no longer believe in promises, no longer believing in sweet words, and no longer believing in watever swearing... They r all bullshit to me, i only believe in action now, prove to me, show me, how true u r, how sincere u r...
I dun need someone tat will cause me fucking problems and jealousies when im attached to, and u r fucking sweet talking to who so ever appeared, Im nt being selfish but who the fuck fucking like their partner to be so fucking sociable and overly frenly to fucking everyone? So watz tat for for owning u? I can juz be like anyone to be fucking touch hug grab u? Im not fucking narrow minded nor over protective u see, i doesnt even need to worried if u do noe how to protect urself but unfortunately things r the other way round here... But well, im a pretty fair guyz u see, erm... Physically n mentally fair den, so if u fucking like to be fucking close wit oppose gender ppl, den dun fucking care, jealous or wat so ever argue wit me when i got too close wit others galz kay? Im can be fucking frenly and sociable too damn it... Dun fucking think tat Im a small potato arse...
Ahhh~ wat a relief... So the nxt time u feel like askin me y i do nt love u, read it over urself... kthxbai
