Study Break~

Currently having study break and juz finished part of my studies for Engineering Material, Spend more den 2 weeks on studies but I still feel empty, probably due to slacking too much during teaching weeks, I alwayz swear I will behave better after each and every sem right b4 the new sems, I believe I had chg but not tat much, I'm still late to class alwayz due to overslept but I'd try my best not to slp in da class... I nvr have much confidence for tis finals, but I'd try my best to study n plan to get better results, I'll be doing revision on tutorials n past year wit my frenz if possible, coz I'm those student tat need spoon feeding frm others ppl in order to study better, I can nvr do things alone, I really hpe my study plan works tis times, for the sake of better future.

I alwayz have unstable mood during study week, it really cost me loads of willpower in order to keep myself in tis path; obstacles and etc is creating a huge friction force stopping me for going forward. My sis juz gt all her certs and results after graduating, graduates wit first class honors and being in the dean list for 3 times and president list for 3 times as well, I'm jealous of her, jealous her for her perseverance, I wish I hav tat level of perseverance tat can stop me frm being distracted during studies. I wish I can be as good as her.