Pain... Again...

The pain was not so severe for pass few weeks, unfortunately it came bak to me few dayz ago, after the pengajian class early in da morning, dunno watz the cause but juz ouch... Cant even sit properly during the nite K session, the pain was getting lesser tis morning after I wke up, but it came bak again now... T_T YYYYYYY?????? Been rest for few dayz not working out, hope it's helping... Fren of mine asked me to stop, but I cant, I can oni rest, I do not wat it to be like months ago, seeing the muscle getting smaller... 当你懂什么对你很重要时，你会继续的...

放心。。。我懂了。。。-1

Not Againnnnn

Tot tat I can act like it's ntg, but actually I cant... I feel like crying again now at tis night, headache n heartache... Wat mke it more pain is my wonder, how could u love 2 person at once? As for likes, yes I can likes or hav attention towards several person, but as for love, I'm alwayz loyal to one, how u feel when u saying I Love You to 2 diff person? I really wish to noe it... I'm confused again, I think I'd juz overestimating myself again... Hah... Ridiculus... I'm actually still a nobody... It actually remind me of the pain again, the pain I experienced months ago... Ouch... N the headache I having now mking the situation even worst... I wan to slp... =(