Sighness

Well my last post was 2 weeks b4 final exam, n now it was 2 weeks after the final exam, u ask me how was it? I juz can tell u tis time i work way more harder den last time, but still not a satisfied 1, coz I think I still do not prepare well, sigh~ after my 2ndary skol, I now finally realise tat I'm actually not smart.... Last time I alwayz tot I'm a smart ppl coz I'm in the first class n I score flying colours for my SPM, tdy I realise, finally realise I'm juz a stupid guy tat alwayz lie to myself n tell myself tat I'm smart, but I scored shit for my first sem in university, I really hate tis... Hate myself now.....