Not Againnnnn

Tot tat I can act like it's ntg, but actually I cant... I feel like crying again now at tis night, headache n heartache... Wat mke it more pain is my wonder, how could u love 2 person at once? As for likes, yes I can likes or hav attention towards several person, but as for love, I'm alwayz loyal to one, how u feel when u saying I Love You to 2 diff person? I really wish to noe it... I'm confused again, I think I'd juz overestimating myself again... Hah... Ridiculus... I'm actually still a nobody... It actually remind me of the pain again, the pain I experienced months ago... Ouch... N the headache I having now mking the situation even worst... I wan to slp... =(