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又来了, 一股寒流, 从腰部, 慢慢传到头顶, 以致鸡皮疙瘩, 头皮发麻。。。我知道, 这是我情绪失控的前夕, 不常发生, 但是我对它无比熟悉, 因为它的出现, 都代表着刻骨的记忆。。。

All these while, I'd imagining this day to happen, and I tot tat I could easily cope with it as it happened in my head, it happened in there for numbers of times, I start to feel numb of it, and yet, when it finally happened, I knew tat is it not as I thought, I had a mix feelings of it, I got so sad, tat I wanted to cry so badly, till I couldn't do it...