I'm almost there...

Every single sem, there will b tis period in hell for all students, study week until the end of finals, define period in hell? Mke it simple, outing-less, enjoy-less, game-less, relax-less, eat-less, n most important... Sleepless! So each n every time when my frenz meet me during finals, their comments will be "Y u look so pale?" "Y u so look chan?" "U r getting thinner" N bla bla bla which all related to pale+no energy+ eye bag+ dark eye circle... N the most terrible thing is I still got 3 years left n by multiply by 3 sem each year I will undergo tis period of hell for 9 more times! It's now almost the end for the current period of hell, juz one last paper den I can slp eat play like nobody business but tis oni last for 2 weeks tis time, damn UTAR! 2 weeks of semester break is not enuf... T_T

How bout the exam tis time? Dun ask me, I'll b damn grateful if I were to pass those paper which I screwed. I'm undergoing a stressful n blur moment juz right b4 tis finals, I told sum1 wat I actually thinking n she gav her advice, which I think is quite true, so at tat moment, I juz feel wanna skip tis finals n quit tis course, but now... I juz hpe tat I pass the finals n continue my journey, one of the reason is for the money n time spent, another reason is, after chemistry paper, I notice tat I really got tat heart wanna b an engineer, so no matter how hard, I'll try to survive, coz I think if I dare to dream big, I'll dare to keep myself wit tis one way ticket, there is no turning bak, n there r more n more challenge in front... Persevere...

But still, I think the edu-system nowadayz r so dead, especially in M'sia, where since primary, we r oni taught on how to score in exams, examination's results bcome the most important thing in skol, so usually students will oni memories solution but not understand the solution in order for them to get good results. So it is y I'm so suffer when in UNI, since my previous study style was mostly on memorising... So I'm now trying my best to study while understanding wat I read...