I need

I need alcohols

I need cigarettes

I need to shout loudly in front of the sea

I need sea waves

I need sea breeze

I need clear blue sky

Plz come n go dear exams

Plz come faster 10th of May

Plz be easier after tis dear LIFE

Aiks

I might cant stand tis pain for long, I dunno wat am I thinking, sometimes I wish to stop, because I dunno wat will we bcome later, but I think the poison was overdose, I cant control the way I think sometimes, I beg for remedy...

The Reason

Mayb u guyz didn't noe tat, U guyz r the reason y I'm still in tis path... I'm enjoy in the war wit u guyz, although I noe I might need to be alone sometimes, but whenever I'm wit u guyz, I feel safe, I wanna fight 2gether wit u all, I dun wanna quit, We gonna win tis war 2gether. Juz 2 more years, or mayb another extra sem for me, but we gonna mke it and win it beautifully... Strive for it mates!!! I nvr gonna stay until tdy without u all... To All of u, my precious war-mate, Thanks...

Changing frm time to time

Been trying so hard, to try to know or understand every single things tat I've chance to learn, trying hard to be knowledgeable, and when time pass, I juz realise I dun not hav so much time for me to involve in so many stuffs, 24 hrs a day is not enuf, I wish I can learn tis, I wish I can master tat, I wish I can hav tis,I wish I can earn tat, so many needs and so many greeds. Trying my best, to be a perfect 1 perhaps, to ensure tat there will be no regret when u choose me and of coz for making u regret for not choosing me =P I wish I can learn more, I wish I can see more, I wish I'll hav a wider vision in the coming times, I'll try my best, to cr8 a better life, and a better future.

Glad to hav u guyz as war-mate, striving for a better future 2gether. I noe tat I'm far away behind u guyz now, but juz watch, imma catch up wit ur footsteps soon, coz I'm ME. *winks

Rmb the deal yoong yang, 5 digits... =D

The Feelings

It feels kinda weird, it's like I'm hving all the things I need, but I still dun feel happy, I tried to focus but was distracted. It's really a joke, when u find out that things tat u pursue for actually changes 180 degree in a blink of eyes. His advices is true, I shall giv up all and continue my journey, there would be something better in front... Perhaps. But memories is something I couldn't erase, I wish tat sum1 juz hit my head hardly wit a baseball bat and I shall wke without those memories lies in my head. Those happiness seems so unreal, it's like grabbing a snow crystal in ur hand, u can grab it tightly and hav it at tis moment, but it will juz melt and flow away at the nxt moment.

Nvr ever tot of playing wit the fire, it's excited but when u got burned, it hurts, and it really tkes times to recover... =)

2011 Y2 S3, the worst and most suffering year ever since I was born, plz juz come and go I beg, I cant stand ur game anymore Mr Fate.

I do... I do...

I love it when u behave like a pampered child

I love it when u hug my arm and lie on my shoulder

I love it when I hug u from the back

I love it when u say u wanna accompany me badly

有一种思念，是不常见，

却总会在某些时刻突然想起，

想念了却又要埋于心底，

就因我不该再让你知道，

我其实也会想起...