I will persevere

Heard 2 phrase that mke me touched yesterday, was doing assignment wit frenz, n we r discussing wat to tke in our final year coz we hav to choose 2 elective out of several, den tis gal suddenly touch my bak n say to me "Eh, we r all together, we shall do it together, strive for it ok?", at tat moment I promised her n myself, no matter wat I will try my best to do for tis hell sem, 21 credits hour wit Law N EIS... I can nvr lose. Not long after, doing another assignment in comp lab, another guy heard tat I was doing law n eis wit 21 credits hour, he told me "This is the path u choose, u hav to complete it even if u hav to kneel down to walk", a phrase which so much power... I will try my very best, to mke our dream come true, we will graduate together... =D






I alwayz hav tis tot in my mind, I can understand u, but do u think tis is fair to me?

War Field

Life is like a war field, the weaker one get eliminated, hence We'll need to improve ourselves bits by bits so that we will be the survivor.

Had a great dinner wit buddies again tdy, it's been a while since we all had dinner 2gether coz we r all frm different courses, n tis is the papers we had in common after years. Chat alot, n I noe some may tot I'm being serious when I start comparing, to be frank I'm juz joking, I nvr tot of competing wit them, coz I noe I stand no chance of winning, watz actually causing me moving forward is juz some tiny mini minute jealousy tat come once in a blue moon, Hahahaha... I alwayz say to myself, u need to win no one but urself, yea true, I've been trying best to win myself, but when I see ppl tat starts later get better results, of coz I will feel upset, so tatz basically wat mkes the topic at dinner tonite.

I alwayz hav something blocking me in front when I try to mke things better, huge obstacles tat causes me need to stop wat I've been working hard for, I nvr wan to giv up if I wouldnt need to, but things juz got way serious den I tot n task muz be stop, u will nvr understand the pain to see the fruits u get of previous hard work start dying, due to some accidents... How sad... I dare say those targets tat I set for myself since last years is those tat I've been paying efforts into, those efforts tat u will nvr see on me last time, I will nvr giv up on tis no matter wat. Juz hopes tat when god closed the door, HE really opens another window for me, I'm getting tired of losing u noe... Juz dun tke away my hopes.

And tis is the war I fight for, I dun wan to lose, I cant lose, I might lose everything if I lose this war... I will hit the targets b4 I graduate, I promise myself... God Bless...

问

谁让我心动
谁让我心痛
谁会让我偶尔想要拥她在怀中

Listening to the song over n over again...

It's not the 1st time I thinking should I change the link of the blog... So that wat written will not affect ur mood.

=)

既然选择把我当朋友，记得不要再牵我的手。。。

I dun noe how many cycles has it been, u fall for me, I being cool, U gav up, I fell, giving chance, u being cool, hard to choose, I fed up, U came bak, U fall for me n there is where the cycles go on... Well tis is ur choice tis time, being frenz, so yea, I'll juz fulfil it...

WHY?

Do u noe wat I'm thinking now? No? Yea, u do not noe... I dunno wat to say bout tis, pretty upset. U urself should realise, should noe wat exactly happening, u noe the truth very well, dun lie to me, dun lie to urself... Juz u might not realise, I've been giving CHANCES all the while, appreciate? Hahahahaha... No. I'm really a typical scorpio n a mind player u see, I will eventually unintentionally using some ways to test u, without u even noticing it, n results tat I alwayz get is so heart broken... Dun ask me why now or ask me y alwayz like tis, I Dun Feel Like Telling... U should noe y tis happen...