Friday, March 23, 2012

War Field

Life is like a war field, the weaker one get eliminated, hence We'll need to improve ourselves bits by bits so that we will be the survivor.

Had a great dinner wit buddies again tdy, it's been a while since we all had dinner 2gether coz we r all frm different courses, n tis is the papers we had in common after years. Chat alot, n I noe some may tot I'm being serious when I start comparing, to be frank I'm juz joking, I nvr tot of competing wit them, coz I noe I stand no chance of winning, watz actually causing me moving forward is juz some tiny mini minute jealousy tat come once in a blue moon, Hahahaha... I alwayz say to myself, u need to win no one but urself, yea true, I've been trying best to win myself, but when I see ppl tat starts later get better results, of coz I will feel upset, so tatz basically wat mkes the topic at dinner tonite.

I alwayz hav something blocking me in front when I try to mke things better, huge obstacles tat causes me need to stop wat I've been working hard for, I nvr wan to giv up if I wouldnt need to, but things juz got way serious den I tot n task muz be stop, u will nvr understand the pain to see the fruits u get of previous hard work start dying, due to some accidents... How sad... I dare say those targets tat I set for myself since last years is those tat I've been paying efforts into, those efforts tat u will nvr see on me last time, I will nvr giv up on tis no matter wat. Juz hopes tat when god closed the door, HE really opens another window for me, I'm getting tired of losing u noe... Juz dun tke away my hopes.

And tis is the war I fight for, I dun wan to lose, I cant lose, I might lose everything if I lose this war... I will hit the targets b4 I graduate, I promise myself... God Bless...

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