The 101th post of mine...

After so so long, finally I've completed 100 posts,n tis will b the 101th... Feel quite down recently, I nvr wan to rmb all tis, but I cant, whenever I feel like giving u up, there will be something happen to soften my hearts, I really do tried to forget, tried my very best, but u will still eventually appear in my mind... I'm tired of these, plz leave me alone, for now n ever...

N after so long, I finally realised wat r u thinking actually, u nvr wan to lose me, as fren, as a backup or watever, coz u noe whenever u hav prob wit him, n u tell me, I'll sure be there to comfort u n listen to u, u nvr wan to lose tis "Someone" whom u can remain him by ur side n will for sure appear when u need him, but I'm so naive, to believe those r actually chances, n waiting blindly. Whenever u do not need tis guy, u will nvr even bother to reply him. I now understand wat am I for u, a good listener perhaps...

Sports any1? =)

It's friday~ n yet I'm still studying coz I hav a test tmr, nt well prepared yet hence going to burn midnight oil 2nite... Argh it's finally weekends, n tis week I dun feel like going any where, I juz hpe to finish the test, come home n rest, coz I'll not hav any time to rest starts frm nxt week, assignments n reports ARGH~ But if u guyz wanna play sports, do ask me =) I wanna go out n hav come fresh air instead of sitting in front of my comp n DotA... Hpe to go to a big field n start kicking ball, I wanna learn hw to play football well, so any football tis week? L O L or mayb futsal? Juz wanna hav some kicking fun~ Havent recover frm World fever yet lolz~ Or or or mayb swimming? I miss swimming pool alot! T_T I used to swim a lot last time, but I think it has been 2-3 months since my last visit to swimming pool... Leo, wait me, I will sure go swim wit u b4 finals.. xD

爱上. 一个人

不知从何开始，我开始喜欢上一个人的生活，一个人吃饭也无所谓；爱上在无人的夜里，坐在角落静静地听着那无比的宁静；更爱上了一个人驾车，有时为了不那么快到家，还故意绕路走，享受那无人的时光与窗外的景色，总觉得无人的时候，什么都显得悠闲自在，没有强颜欢笑的必要。

那朋友不重要？刚好相反，我的人生并不能没有朋友，只是偶尔想一个人静一静。 还记得我小学让人排斥的时候，只因不知为了什么得罪了班上的大红人，可能你会说小朋友嘛，玩玩罢了，但我就酱被排斥了整整４年，我的小学生涯就是酱过的, 一个人到食堂，一个人闲逛，他们心情好麻就一起玩"追追"，不好时就一声满人了打发你走，就是因为小学的生活让我十分珍惜过后我遇到的好朋友。

人麻不如意事十之八九，但我还是选择不提起小学的事，就让它沉睡在记忆里，只是有时让它出来透透气，放放松。 =）

发牢骚.完毕...