Found the Force

It has been a while since the last time I doubting the chosen course, most probably I ad adapt to the hardiness and the environment, starting to do juz wat every1 been doing, nvr tot of being outstanding or watever. I used to hav a dream, a force at the very beginning which drove me towards tis path, I wan to find a remedy for cancer I said, it took away my precious family members, it took away loves from many families, I hate it I said, But seems like tat dream is no longer achievable for me, U might say it will nvr be too late, but den wat if the precious chances is being wasted? So I've abandoned tat dream for quite some times, making me undergoing some lifeless n aimless stuffs during my studies, but after tdy, I found something I still can do wit wat I currently hav, a smaller n achievable aim I would say. Tis is actually alwayz in my mind, I will try my best to do it in my daily life, save the earth, save the resources, so tat my child or grand child and the following generation would still hav the chance to see wat I've seen. As a chemical engineer, it's part of our responsibility to design and create a green environment, I believe it's a very heaty issue among the engineers nowadays. Tatz the oni way for us to chg the place we living now, the oni livable planet in the milky way before the nxt being found I would say. The Earth ad start to warn n alerting the human being, natural disaster are happening in higher frequency nowadays, different places on earth. And tis is the driving force for me now, I wanna do smtg to help the earth, by doing green tech.

BORING~!

Arghhhhhhh I'm so boringgggg~ I even got bored until I dig out the long lost PS1 and those games tat fully covered wit dust, the machine still functioning n look well =D Thx the owner, for taking good care of it since long long time ago... Playing bak those RPG game, MY FAV!!! Starting all frm beginning, n start to realise tat how much time i spend facing tis machine n games, I can rmb most of the story line... @_@

Was waiting for frenz to finish their finals, I need Fresh Air~

Almost the end of 2011, was in a very peaceful mind now, hav the feeling going bak to the old track, being the nerd me, strong one though, but feel likes it will nvr success, I ad exposed myself to the world full of seductive stuffs, My entertainment is no longer Video Games...

U came bak frm SG, fetched u frm airport, spent some times 2gether after tat, but dunno since when, I no longer treat u as smtg I wanted desperately, mayb since u went SG, everything is over for me, Missing? Of coz I did, But u can no longer affect my mood I would say. The hangout yesterday nite really mke me realised lotsa stuffs, U r more Real when u r wit me alone, sharing secrets wit me, hence I didnt really pay attention on wat u guyz been talking yesterday, cuz I noe I definitely noe more den tat. It is true when ppl said U will only start to appreciate when thing gone, I felt it yesterday, u r abit.... Different. I nvr mke flirty jokes like I usually did, I nvr hold u to cross the road, I dun feel like doing anything, n I noe tat u feel more comfortable in tat way, so do me... Tis is better isnt it? =)

December

Well... The last month of 2011, doom day are getting closer huh? L o L... Glad tat it's December now, the end of the disastrous year. Everything is over now... =) Saw this phrase for dunno how many times every where, It's Christmas Month, All I Want For Christmas Is (Fill In Da Blank). Den I start to ask myself, wat I wan for Christmas? Nvr celebrate Christmas before, juz some minor yum cha session wit fren + countdown, n actually I do not want you so much ever since u left, wat left is mayb juz missing u since u r abroad, hence no worry, u will not be wat I'm wishing for tis christmas... I've got wat I wan now, satisfied wit wat I hav now, Belongings, Frenz, Family... It has been a tough year for me, relationship, academic n stuffs, it's empty nw, the heart is empty by now... SO, All I wan for Christmas is... Meeting another 1 tat can fill up the another half of the apple.

See U soon, The One.