I learnt it in a hard way

以前，总觉得说什么因了解而分开，简直是一对狗屁，都是些不负责任的人说的，然而现在。。。我相信了，我和你，都是因走过了无数的光阴，慢慢地，了解了其实我们并不适合，以前的种种纠缠，都只是任性，不肯认输。。。说真的，和你在一起的日子，真的领悟了很多，也把以前总不能接受的事情一一的给接受了。。。变得。。。更现实了。。。

以前当我告诉人，我对她多么重要，她多么需要我，她有几爱我，多不可能离开我，就会有一个朋友来告诉我，“干嘛把事情说得那么落实？时间那么长，她现在爱你不代表永远爱你，不要酱傻”。。。当时听在心里，就是一堆废话，心想 “切！ 你懂啥？！” 现在。。。终于了解啦。。。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

你问我，

现在听到她的事，情绪波动没？波。。。只是不现

现在想她没？ 想。。。只是不露

现在还爱没？爱。。。只是不说

那。。。心情如何？很好。。。因为没有不好的原因。。。=）

The Chill

Do u rmb when is the last time u laugh out so hard that u forgot everything? I forgot when but tonite, I did it again, laugh out loud from the heart itself, the night when oni bros r chilling, and I could tell them anything, we shared, we laughed, being nostalgic and talk like there r no tmr and we could skip any single stuffs we been though together. The bros since 2ndary skol, where we been through the most memorable memories for us, the time where we call youth.

I've been through lotsa stuffs as compared to some of them, and looks into the world more thoroughly, and if u asked me now, I would tell u, I regretted, I nvr wan a life like tis, I wan an ordinary life, not an complicated one like wat I'd been through, I wish to be abit more naive, I wish I nvr seen so much, nvr experienced so much, so that I could still hold some hopes.

Well... It's not an emo post btw, juz to say, laugh is alwayz the best cure for problems, but only a sincere laugh could mke it, I'd fake a smile or laugh, alot... Juz to try my best to hide watz deeply inside, the sorrow and the pain, of coz trying my best to cheer myself up, but non works... So when is the last time when u sincere laugh out loud? But no matter wat, alwayz rmb to put a smile on ur face, even u hav to fake it sometimes, coz u look best wit tat... *winkz

今晚我笑得没心没肺。。。=D

Time

Time is the best snatch theft in the world, or mayb... The universe. U will nvr noticed until something belongs to u got snatched...
Wonder why I unintentionally open the facebook chat history starts reading and noticed, I'd gained something, missed something and of coz losses something, watz in my mind when i read through almost all the last chat wit people r "Gosh... I'm so daring to said tat" , "Wow... so tis person actually pm-ed me first" , "Y i didnt replied? So rude of me" , "Wat kind of lame shit r u crapping eric tkk?!" and last but not least "Hmmm... we used to be tis sweet huh? Endless topic and laughter... I couldn't mke u smile n laugh like i used to, same phrase but different responds, guessed u got bored by the same stuffs"...

Well u would nvr noticed how much the world could chged until u take peep into ur past, be amazed dude, be amazed, those happened in juz a blink of eyes u see... Time took away so much from me, so much... And I will got it to pay me bak...

Ever wonder y I love the world Chrono so much? I used the term as nickname in almost anything ever since 13... Coz the thing I afraid the most is time, I realised how minute r us when it comes to time, we r incompatible, at all... I hate to do anything where i need to compete with time, but unfortunately, every living things are competing against time ever since the born... So I chosen it as a name, to hav a silly hope which I can keep time by my side, I do hopes tat I could reverse the time, reverse the mistakes I had done...

And yea... Hahahahaha... The monkies juz got me a new name, since I keep mentioning I could generate electricity juz by a winkz, the monkies r calling me Erictricity now... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA... They made my day by tat, well it sounds cool to me, so I juz accept it...
So beware... I could Erictrocute u... *winkz... Hahahahaha

*Time is ticking, hopes u realised it too*