I used to think tat Im a gifted child, a child tat hav so much attentions frm people up there and they gifted lotsa lotsa hidden talents i would say, well tis might sound abit out the mind but i do hav vry strong 6th sense when I was younger n those events do amazed me, but it nvr appears again now... Hahaha... Well bak to the story, I alwayz feel tat Im so gifted tat i wouldn't die, I did lotsa crazy stuffs which whenever I tot bak of it, it actually causes goosebumps, Im actually tat close to death, Im juz like others kids, not afraid of anything, and I behaved like a monkey when i was younger, tat causes headache for my parents, hahahaha... And those moment doesnt last long, at the age of 9, this kid had measles, and tat causes some infection to his bladder due to serious dehydration and the inflammatory affects the boy's nervous system, and he losses his ability to walk for several months, after regaining the ability to walk, he started to notice some changes, he couldn't walk like normal ppl again, his nerves, the irritation raises even by moving his limbs, is so annoying, frm a semi-hyper active kid, he bcome so inactive in any things, all he wanted is to sit down coz every movement of the legs irritates his nerve... After some years, he began to adapt to the irritation n started his life as a normal human being again, but... Those fucking stuffs strikes him again, he'd gt slipped disc 2 years bak n tat the kick in the balls for him, for so many years, he nvr felt those type of pain, those pain like screw driving ur spine, limitation of movement... He nvr felt tat vulnerable before, if anything happened around him, he wouldn't hav the ability to save all his love one bcoz he couldn't even protect himself, all he wanted now is juz living painlessly like a normal person...
普通人是不可能了解当跑步，走路，运动都变成了很奢侈的东西时，是什么感觉。。。
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