Desperately.....

Time flies... seriously, it's almost the end of my sem 3, and it's also around 1 month since her last reply,I really dun understand y. Y she gave me a hope n now she destroyed it cruelly.... She didnt reply any of my sms, but I'm afraid to call her, coz I noe she most probably wont answer it, sigh.... Is she really hate me tat much? But watz my fault? I didnt sms or call her alwayz, my sms doesnt contain of flirty flirty stuffs so...Y? Y she insist not to reply me? Most of my fren try to comfort me wit.... Mayb she is busy, Mayb she lost her fon, Mayb she hav no credits and lotsa lotsa MAYBE..... I do not want any mayb, I juz wan a answer, an honest answer from her.... At least better den an answer tat she gave last time which was like dragging me.... "I'm not rdy, we study at diff place, we stay at fren 1st" are wat she said..... doesnt these answer sounds like I do hav a chance in the future? Or am I juz too naive where all these answer is actually a way for the gal to reject a guy? I hav no idea, really no idea...

Now, I'm seriously lost my hope on her... If she rejected me straight forward, I dun think I will b in such a situation.... U r juz too selfish... Sigh

Back...

It had been some time that I didnt update this blog, well basically it is because I hav tons of assignments to rush of. So last 2 week is actually the most tiring week in this sem because we hav 2 tests and 3 assignmenst, and all the assignment's due date are very close to each other, this cause me to slp at 2 or 3 am each nite to complete the assignment, Haha.... this is the website of my webpage design assignment if u wanted to see it here. Besides that I ad get bak my test results for management and also webpage, an unespected results for management, 42/50 higher den I aspect Lolz... and 44/50 for the webpage.

The week b4 tis which is the weekends after the last test paper, management, I went to YY hse at sungai long, he had invite me many times but I oni been there once and tat was erm.... Sem 1? Lolz I really had a great time there wit all my uni frenz there, n YY was a fraid tat I'm bored by the football game they played coz I'm not a football fans so we are singing after dinner. After playing whole nite we went into the room n played "Donkey" where the last person who holding the unpaired card is going to call out to a specific galz n tell her he likes her, n warren is the lucky number 1 hahahaha.... The gal he needed to call is Sze Yee, n try to guess what is the time when we made the call, ITS 4 AM~~ OMFG Lolz but Sze Yee did woke up and chat wit warren. After warren, WM is the lucky 1 but unfortunately the 1 he called doesn't wake up so we stopped the game n slept.

This week is again a boring week, why? Coz 1 of my frenz went bak to hometown 1 went bak to his uni at malacca and 1 more having his finals , due to insufficient ppl this week's outing is all canceled... Sigh staying at home, playing games n try to relax my mind + body

3rd of March....

Well yea its now 3rd of march n its her birthday today, I was planning to giv her a call at 12am so that I could b the first to wish her, den at 11 58 which is around 20 min ago, I called her for the first time and she didnt pick up, so I think she was asleep, but to show my sincerity I called her for the 2nd time n tis time the operator is saying:"The number U had dialed is unreachable..." So I hang up the fon and type a sms for her, when I'm preparing to send, my buddy wayne called me n he said he is juz trying to see whether am I using the fon to call her n he feels weird y he can reach me since he tot tat I'm suppose to b on the fon now talking wit her.... So i told him tat I could not reach her n I said I need to send tat sms asap... After successfully sending the sms, I decided to giv it another try, I called her once again, n tis time sum1 answered, there are some ppl talking there and I barely heard a guy said:"I dun think he/she(i'm not sure which he said since he say it at a quite low volume) is going to like it" so I say Hello for few more times I think i could hear her voice, very low volume so I couldnt mke sure is it her voice, well the reason y i writting tis post is, my heart feel pain..... Y is there a guy voice around? Could it b she ad had a bf? Or it juz I'm thinking too much? but who can giv me the real answer?? Heartache....... T_T

Accidental deletion -.-

Last nite I was looking at those pics of memories in my computers, very valuable pics as they are memories of my 2ndary life together wit all my frenz, event tat we participated in, such as the most memorable Mooncake Festival during form 4, the last class party for 5 Science1, lotsa lotsa pics of myself n different outing, den while I finished looking at those pic, I decided to clean some rubbish in my folder, so I ctrl+ click to select all the file which is unwanted n shift+ del them, later I find out tat I accidentally delete my pics folder too?!! I was like holy crap??!! Wat I hav juz did? As you noe using shift + del meanz delete the file permanently where u cant find them in recycle bin anymore, I was so panic at tat moment so I decided to search the net for solution hope to bring bak the folder tat I had jz deleted, den I found some data recovery software in the net, I used it but it oni can bring bak part of the folder because as u deleted the file, I might b corrupted or overwritten during the deletion precess, so many of the pics cant b recover...... Sighness to the max... Lost many of the valuable pics..... Sobz

Sighness

Well my last post was 2 weeks b4 final exam, n now it was 2 weeks after the final exam, u ask me how was it? I juz can tell u tis time i work way more harder den last time, but still not a satisfied 1, coz I think I still do not prepare well, sigh~ after my 2ndary skol, I now finally realise tat I'm actually not smart.... Last time I alwayz tot I'm a smart ppl coz I'm in the first class n I score flying colours for my SPM, tdy I realise, finally realise I'm juz a stupid guy tat alwayz lie to myself n tell myself tat I'm smart, but I scored shit for my first sem in university, I really hate tis... Hate myself now.....

4.0 CGPA HuH??

Hmm~ well my sem 2 finals is like erm... 2 weeks later and tis time I think I hav greater chance to accomplish my dream, a 4 flat CGPA coz most of my course work mark is above average, so its a higher chance for me to get a better results this time.... Well nxt week will b the lunar new year, gonna meet all my old frenz again ^^ Meeting wit all of them is ntg but endless joy.... I still miss the old times, hahahaha~ very 'chiong hei' ler xD Yet till now, they are still my sweetest memory... Hope I will get something good this lunar new year... ^^

My birthday....

Well I should had posted tis on 24th of oct bcoz tat day is my birthday, well 24th of oct is a friday n seriously telling u tat I didnt thinking of having wat kind of birthday surprise coz I told my classmate bout my birthday during a presentation in public speaking class as a introduction of myself, all my classmate sang me 3 birthday songs in diff language so I tot tat is all for my birthday coz in the pass 17 years, I had not experienced something so called birthday surprise coz birthday for me is juz simple, hang out wit frenz, receiving greetings n tatz it, tatz y as they sang me the birthday songs, ad = celebrate my bd wit me. In the morning of 24th of oct, I went to uni as usual n most of my frenz greet me happy bd as they saw me, all tis is juz normal, den during lunch time, they actually ad preparing to giv me a surprise but I seriously cant sense it at all coz they really did it very quietly.... N guess wat, they r buying me a bd cake after lunch n I added rice for my mixed rice when I had lunch wit some of them n non of them show a single weird expression.... So as the plan goes on, they successfully gav me a really big surprise in the class n I think tis is a memorable 18th bd..... ^^

Well although a pics can describe thousands words but I'm too lazy to upload it.... so visit the master mind's blog www.drummertech.blogspot.com

The bd surprise ended n after 1 weeks, i celebrate bd again wit all my buddy, y 1 week later?? Bcoz there r 3 of us tat celebrating bd in the end of oct n beginning of nov, so they all decided to celebrate together.... Celebrating wit buddies r fun as well but its juz some normal dinner n tis year they got us a cake too, although its not wat surprise bt I really appreciate it very much n I for sure having fun wit them coz they r my buddies, brothers, celebrating bd n every1 r there ad a best present for me... ^^