My dream gal... I like 90 =)

Keep watching her video recently, dunno y n dun ask me y haha~ Really likes her eyes, drive me crazy alwayz haha~ My all time fav, my dream gal =)(my msn pm), she is my 女神 =) Jolin Tsai =)

Her eyes~~ =)

Gotta get bak to work, juz 3 more dayz n u can see me dragonica-ing + dota-ing ad... I wan holidayz!!!

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Cant figure out a title for tis post... Being very emo tis 2 dayz, yeahhh my maths... After thinking of tis probs for few nitez, I think I can let go of it... I tried my best to score it, but still do mistakes... Mayb it juz too tough for me n I'm being too playful for maths, keep thinking tat those r foundation stuffs, shouldnt b hard... So it ended up like tis. Ppl went for holidayz happpily n I'll juz b sitting at home, waiting for the judgement day to arrive... It juz like 'deng si'... Not gonna think too much...

Went out wit her juz now, ntg much... Chat bout usual stuffs n told her wat actually happened in 2ndary skol n many more, actually chatting wit her can let me forget bout all the unusual stress tat I'm facing now... But yet she might brought me some sadness, not gonna tell wat happen... Juz Heartache.

Actually the reason I posting tis post is coz I juz read a blog of fren of mine, senior to b precise, read it b4 but forgot the content n found the link again in others blog... N tis is the first time I saw my name on 2ndary fren's blog, n the 1st time I feel tat I'm useful as fren... Reading her blog remind me of my 2ndary life, form 4 n 5... Years when the old me, the me tat full of confidence... I lost it for 1 year n yet still losing it till now, after the math test. Read YK's blog n saw his "I'll Get Bak YOU Soon", yea me too... hope to find it bak, my long lost confidence, lost it for 1 year ad... The first time I feel tat i'm such a useless shit, all tis start after my tertiary edu life... Frm now, I'll try my best n get it bak... YK, count me in k? I dun wan to b useless shit anymore...

I hate tis...

Well is math test tdy, when I got the paper feel quite happy coz I can do some of the question yea juz some n I start counting how much of marks I can get in tis paper, n I feel really confident in a 11 marks question, n tat questions is the main question which help me to pass, but unfortunately I didnt something wrg!!!!!! I really Dunno y I'm so stupid, cant do well in math, coursework damn low amrks somemore, frm foundation till now, tis time math is my lowest coursework, really damn low la... Really dunno wat I'm doing... Tis time I'm so afraid tat I'll fail... Seriously I'm sked... I need u by my side n listen to me, but I noe u wont. Big sigh...

A Dinner...

Received a call on saturday morning, uncle calling... Asking if my mum free on sunday coz we r having dinner together in the renown Jogoya. Feel happy coz can meet wit my cousins again~ Cousins whom I played wit since I was young. =)

Depart on 6, 30 minutes late as promised due to the heavy rain, reach there b4 7 n waited for all to come b4 going in. =) Went in n go into the VIP room muahahaha~ Start seaching for nice food after tat, 1st round... Japanese food, u cant imagine how much sashimi n sushi we ate, juz for the kids ohh... The whole table is full of our empty plates. 2nd round lamb chop!!! Lamb arrr, my fav meat of all n they serve nice lamb chops here, is either u wan to cook it urself(BBQ) or u wan the well prepared one, as for me I prefer the one we cook ourselves. After lamb shops sea foods, coz we hav 20+ VIP vouchers, we ate almost all type of food oni for the VIPs, n I like the lobster wit cheese. After the 3rd rounds we keep on taking those nice foods again, 3 lobster wit cheese for me lolz n forgotten how much of lamb chop I ate, juz so nice lolz. Did took some pictures there coz I promised SOMEONE to do tat.

After the dinner I'm not bak home taking out my maths n here starts the suffering moment again.

A Rest...

It's finally Saturday n my midnight oil burning marathon can b stopped temporary, coz after tis is Math, another killing sub... Well at least I didnt waste my hard work for tis whole week, eh I sacrificed Dota, Dragonica n some others mini games in my comp n go study the Godlike Fluids for 4 dayz, morning... noon... night n dawn, tis is the 2nd time I see the books till I feel like dun wan to see it anymore, wanna burn it ... The first was my sejarah text book for SPM =) Facing fluids book for more den 10 hours a day for 4 dayz, although it's open book exam but I still afraid I cannot do the question, manatau got answer in books... But really wanna thx Ah Tee la, without him I'm not gonna do the rest of the question bsides Q1 n Q2, Ah Tee... I fell in luv wit ya, thx for allowing me passing my Fluids Mechanics... =) After fluids tdy is Statics, I tot I'm gonna screw up badly in the finals coz tis is not a open book exam Lolz, so after coming bak n had dinner last nite, slp frm 8 30++ to 10 pm n start reading notes n doing the exercises, thx Ashley for sending me the answer for those question in da text book, really helps me alot... Frm 10 study till 5am, cannot tahan liao, slp till 8 n continue doing exercise~~

Not gonna pass it with flying colours, at least I feel safer wit course works 21/30 n having some same answer wit YY n KF? Lolz... For those who dunno who is YY n KF, they r damn smart frens of mine in UTAR, foundation CGPA 3.8 abv, n scoring full marks for 4 test out of 5, so having same answer wit them is such a big relief for me =)

Feeling very tired now... Going to hav a nap now. TaTa =)

生于忧患，死于安乐

看了看我还未读完的书，越来越烦恼，拿起电话打了给她，以为可以让心情好一点，相反的她又一次让我觉得绝望了，我没可能让她离开他，看来是时候让她的影子离开我的脑袋了，这一句话对自己说了很多遍，但每次再见到她又会觉得没办法办到，小酒窝长睫毛 是你最美的记号~=)我也尝过了等待她回讯息的时候，整晚看着电话，等待又等待，常把电话拿出来，看看会不会她找我了，一次又一次的失望...不好受.

你觉得我傻？没办法，我暂时找不到比她适合我的人.

是时候回到房里肯书了，我不想再输了，输了一年了，想挽回...

若要成其事,
必先苦其心志，
劳其筋骨，
饿其体肤，
空乏其身，
行拂乱其所为，
所以动心忍性，
曾益其所不能。

原文<<生于忧患，死于安乐>>

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Very early in da morning, dl-ing some drama, skipped class for 4 dayz, gonna go to uni tmr coz I hav a test tmr, programming paper test, how syok... I should start studying nw.. Since she had went bak to her uni last wednesday... I noe it very clearly, she will oni find me whenever she is boring or she's in Ampang, or else she will juz go n look for her bf... Although I've told her how I feel, n she did giv me some positive respond... But still she is owned n I nvr noe those answer she gave is the truth or she is juz dunn wanna hurt my feeling...

Getting something might be hard... But getting something which is owned is rather harder...

Silent night...

Ahhh~ 4 am in da morning, should post tis earlier, I love silent nite... When every1 is asleep, I can do anything I wan(Plz dun think senget...) Tdy is such a relaxing nite n for me it's a silent nite of victorious, y? Coz tdy I completed my Degree programming assignment, finished the whole coding in 3 dayz ago, n juz did all the screen shot juz now, feel so so so good when I'm able to solve the questing by myself, yea I did solve it for myself coz I stop my teammate frm helping me haha~ U may think I'm trying to show off my skill or overconfident when I did tat, but solving programming assignment separately is harder den solving it by myself, coz different ppl will hav different outcome of coding, n matching up every different coding together is taking a longer time to solve the entire coding alone, so I choose to solve it by myself to reduce the time cost... Again really need to thx Jareen , Nick n Gen for helping me in others assignment so tat I'll hav some times to figure out to to solve it question, really thx la Jareen n Nick, coz they even help me to prepare my speech for english presentation.... Ribuan Terima Kasih Lolz...

When The programming assignment question is out every1 is so blur coz the question is so so tough, so do I... So for me solving programming assignment alone is some kind of my achievement, n I did lose to it b4 in foundation, I gt a very high marks for my course work n while in the final I oni gt a B+, nt even A- so it kinda sad for me, n in foundation I think I'm one of the earliest person who solve the problem, but of coz la wit my sister help, do jealous me for having such a good sis =) But tis time I do all by myself coz my sis didnt learn iostream coding... N sry for those whom I refuse to send my complete solution, coz u asked me on the eleventh minutes so when u say 'refer' I noe wat u mean, coz I did send out solution during foundation n ended up ppl copying the coding, n tis is wat I mean in the pervious post, assignment tat causes me nightmare, I'm afraid to b caught for plagiarism, some claim tat the solution n frm them n some do nt even appreciate it, as if the coding is done by myself oni, I'm ok wit it... Bt in foundation the damn complicated error identification is done by my sis, so for those whom tke solution n refer to my error identification, do say thx to my sis, she did the error identification for me when I'm asleep in da afternoon. =)

N tis is for UTAR... For the lecturer who set tis question... DARN U IDIOT!!! U giv student of week 1-7 a much much more easier problem while u give us frm week 7-14 such a hard task? Use brain la plz, week 7 onwards we hav tons of reports n assignment to finish, including midterm n tests some more... So thx for being so 'nice' to us la k? =) But I actually regretted skipping all the programming lecturer la, yea I skip for 7 weeks... Ended up reading the note more den 20 times to understand those unfamiliar code.... I'll post the question n solution nxt time if u r interested, n the question for week 1-7 aso, no offence la k? I think i can solve week 1-7 question within 1 day where the hardest part of the program is jus the nested 'if'....

Time to slp, n for my beloved frenz in Uni, I'll nt b around for the entire week, so c u guyz on finals exam... Till den... TATA =)