The 101th post of mine...

After so so long, finally I've completed 100 posts,n tis will b the 101th... Feel quite down recently, I nvr wan to rmb all tis, but I cant, whenever I feel like giving u up, there will be something happen to soften my hearts, I really do tried to forget, tried my very best, but u will still eventually appear in my mind... I'm tired of these, plz leave me alone, for now n ever...

N after so long, I finally realised wat r u thinking actually, u nvr wan to lose me, as fren, as a backup or watever, coz u noe whenever u hav prob wit him, n u tell me, I'll sure be there to comfort u n listen to u, u nvr wan to lose tis "Someone" whom u can remain him by ur side n will for sure appear when u need him, but I'm so naive, to believe those r actually chances, n waiting blindly. Whenever u do not need tis guy, u will nvr even bother to reply him. I now understand wat am I for u, a good listener perhaps...

Sports any1? =)

It's friday~ n yet I'm still studying coz I hav a test tmr, nt well prepared yet hence going to burn midnight oil 2nite... Argh it's finally weekends, n tis week I dun feel like going any where, I juz hpe to finish the test, come home n rest, coz I'll not hav any time to rest starts frm nxt week, assignments n reports ARGH~ But if u guyz wanna play sports, do ask me =) I wanna go out n hav come fresh air instead of sitting in front of my comp n DotA... Hpe to go to a big field n start kicking ball, I wanna learn hw to play football well, so any football tis week? L O L or mayb futsal? Juz wanna hav some kicking fun~ Havent recover frm World fever yet lolz~ Or or or mayb swimming? I miss swimming pool alot! T_T I used to swim a lot last time, but I think it has been 2-3 months since my last visit to swimming pool... Leo, wait me, I will sure go swim wit u b4 finals.. xD

爱上. 一个人

不知从何开始，我开始喜欢上一个人的生活，一个人吃饭也无所谓；爱上在无人的夜里，坐在角落静静地听着那无比的宁静；更爱上了一个人驾车，有时为了不那么快到家，还故意绕路走，享受那无人的时光与窗外的景色，总觉得无人的时候，什么都显得悠闲自在，没有强颜欢笑的必要。

那朋友不重要？刚好相反，我的人生并不能没有朋友，只是偶尔想一个人静一静。 还记得我小学让人排斥的时候，只因不知为了什么得罪了班上的大红人，可能你会说小朋友嘛，玩玩罢了，但我就酱被排斥了整整４年，我的小学生涯就是酱过的, 一个人到食堂，一个人闲逛，他们心情好麻就一起玩"追追"，不好时就一声满人了打发你走，就是因为小学的生活让我十分珍惜过后我遇到的好朋友。

人麻不如意事十之八九，但我还是选择不提起小学的事，就让它沉睡在记忆里，只是有时让它出来透透气，放放松。 =）

发牢骚.完毕...

Shall We State the Case

Hav been watching tis drama since it released, n juz reach home tdy morning so juz manage to watch the ending of the drama juz now... Find some interesting dialouge in there which I found it to be perfectly match wit wat I did last time... At here, a sincere sry for U, u might nt b reading it, u nt even understand wat it mean, but still I'm sorry... This phrase was during the convo between Kings n Gordon...

错在高估了自己，以为我绝对可以找到更好的，以为永远那么顺景，要那样有那样，结果什么都得不到， 连自己嫌弃人，还不经意地伤到了人都不知道。。。

Actually I'll repeat the same mistake no matter in which aspect, I'll alwayz be overestimating myself when I'm doing something but at last I will oni leave it undone or I'll be struggling in order to complete it.

It's Thursday!

Ahhh~ Finally another 8am-6/7pm week has ended, feel so so so tired right now, since last week I was having class 8am in da morning everyday day n ending at 6 or 7 pm due to experiments, really feel so exhausted, although I skipped the 2 hrs class yesterday yet I still feel damn damn tired now... Luckily it's all ended now, tmr is friday, which meanz I can slp till whenever I wan ^^ Planned to go for the 1 hr class, see how la, depends on my mood hahaha~ better sit at home n finish the lab reports...

Tdy is such a boring day at uni, unstoppable lecture, tutorial, lecture, tutorial, I oni hav 2 hrs break for classes frm 8-7... N the most unlucky thing is, tat aunty in pink frm DSA stop us frm playing ping pong -.- said wat the DSA is using it, after we stop plying, she juz sit bak to her place n do ntg wit the ping pong table, feel so like cekik-ing her at tat time, oi aunty ping pong oni leh, will die arr? u tell me la, wat u going to do wit tat ping pong table? Zzz...

Seriously I really enjoy every fluid class, hong tat n YY juz cant stop mking jokes lolz, each n every time I sit besides them, unless I'm slping, if not the oni thing I will b doing is laughing... Going to YY hse tmr, lami + tong yuen *winks~ Hahahaha~ Ciaoz, off to bed now, yawning...

Morning~

I should be in my unit operation class instead of blogging here, but unfortunately, my mum forgot to wke me up AGAIN tdy, yea I do rely on my mum to wkes me up every times I need to wke up early in da morning, I do hav alarm clock, I do set alarm, juz tat if it's too early, I'm not able to hear the ringing alarm, tatz y I alwayz need my mum to wke me up, there is an alternating way =) Sum1 willing to morning call me every morning? I will be VERY glad to hav such a kind hearted n caring fren like tis hahaha...

I promised ah liam I will update him things happened here through blog, but it juz seems like impossible, I juz dun hav the writting mood as before, but there is something he might wan to noe lolz... Every since he left, I think I oni see JV, Steve, Ken n Wayne for 1 time, and the rest for 0 time, William arr, I think u r the purpose y every1 r gathering every weekends last time hahaha~ Sadly, I do see hw frenship chg, or more specificaly, hw a person chg, there is tis person who used to call me no matter wat, n dunno since when, I will oni receive his call when he need helps... While getting further wit a bunch of frenz, I'm getting closer n closer to another bunch of frenz haha~

OK! Ping Pong ltr! Off to uni now...

Good bye for 3 months...

Quite a while didnt update the blog, do not hav the mood to do so... Hav many posts accumulated in my brain, most of them were written during my finals, emo maaa haha~ I'll try to rmb bak n try to post it here, all the footsteps in my live...

Well, last saturday, william were leaving to US for erm~ x tau how to call tat, a vacation or erm~ working trip? Dunno la... Janji go US... Every time a fren of mine leaving, no matter how long, how far, for sure I'll feel a bit sad, ini lagi x payah say la, he is definitely more den a fren to me, I dunno how he think, but I'm already consider him as my brother... He is one of the ppl, I cannot affort to lost, no matter wat... Watz so good bout him leave to nxt post bah, upload the best things of my frenz at once...

William... Tke good care of urself there... Short update oni, will update more since I promised =) Good bye~