My heart, My thought...

If u ever hav the chance to read my blog, I would tell u tis is how I feel at the moment...

想用一杯latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱得太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你作任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决

Wat a busy week.

Last week was a very busy week for me, y? Assignment due date on monday, math test on wednesday, primary skol gathering on friday nite, working at Jusco Maluri in the weekends... Letz begin wit the primary skol gathering instead of math test coz I noe I screwed it T_T Well tis is the 2nd time I been to my primary skol reunion, they invited me few times, but I was really bz on the day the planned, alwayz... Haha~ not exam den extra class so I'm sorry for not attending for the last few times of gathering, b4 I went to the gathering, I actually feel nervous coz the last time I went out wit them is I think 4 years ago, the last gathering. So tat nite, I was late coz I need to finish up my dinner b4 I go for the gathering so I was 1 hour late, when I reached there I see some of the familiar faces which I used to see in my primary skol last time, not much changes in them haha~ After chatting with them, those jokes from the guyz really mke me feel much more better, no more stress after some jokes lolz, chatting around until 10 den we decided to go bak but vivi parents will oni arrived in 20 minutes time, so as a 'gentleman' me n another 2 male fren decided to accompany her till her parents come, chat bout vivi life abroad, after tat been to ashley's hse to take the carpet for my work during the weekends.

Working during weekends, how nice~ Lolz working at Jusco maluri as Johnson's baby Baby Of the Year promoter, 80 bucks per day haha~ but need to stand frm 11-8, but I think we r already very lucky coz other promoter is standing frm 10-10. My job here is actually take a photo of babies whom thier parents purchased a Johnson's baby product and send the photo to participate in the Baby of the year contest, meet some cute babies here =) they r really cute hahahaha~ After standing 8 hours for 2 dayz, my hand, leg n my joint feel pain tis is coz I need to carry the cupboard while my partner carry the others stuffs.

N tdy I cant go to uni AGAIN.... Coz I'm having fever n bodyache -.- Went to clinic tis morning n feel much better now after some nap...

Boring Weekends

I'm suppose to b on a trip to PD tis weekends, but unfortunately something pops up and I cant go to the trip... So staying at home during weekends is something terrible to me, y? After bz for 1 whole week n there is no enjoyment, so sad~ Wat I did last nite was playing mini games wit another frenz tat unable to go to PD, JV... We played purge war, 2 dota match and 1 TD... It's fun playing computer games but it's not as fun as hanging out wit bunch of close fren, so yeah I spend my Saturdays night in front of computer playing games.

Then tdy went to my uncle house in rawang, its has been almost 1 month since our last visit, so I do miss my cousins... Those monkey, Lolz had fun with them whole day long, teaching 2 of them how to play dota n first time seeing my little cousin, Kelvin... He is 3 months old n he is damn cute haha~ he likes to laugh... Enjoy my day wit all my cousins... N thx to my auntie whom prepared us finger licking steamboat... Guess wat, nxt week will b a tiring weekends coz I'm going to work as part timer in Jusco, Maluri... Money money money is wat in mind now... Lolz

UTAR foundation videos...

Calss canceled from 10-11 so I skipped class tdy~ =) Sitting at home doing my assignment n static reports(thx ya YY, ur reports helps alot) lolz... After finished my reports I was looking for some entertainment, den I found some video in my folder, my foundation frenz punishment and my public speaking video xD... Missing those day inside the english lecture, thx Ms V for giving us so much so excitement in da class =). Almost every week we hav someone to perform in front of the class when they are unable to answer question or losing in game, but we are very kind hearted as we let them to choose wat they wanted to do, either singing, dancing or acting but for somebody~ Like Mr Monkey, we will ask him to do something really funny like pole dance? Hahaha~ Well letz enjoy the video xD( I lazy to upload the video again in blogger so I used the embeded one frm Youtube which my fren uploaded it last time)


Performers in sequence, Chee Shiann, Jian Fung(Bear), Zhong Yu, Thinesh n Kazuki..


Brilliant singer, The YY I mentioned above aka Sok4-Banker xD


In order of appearance, Wei Kian, Me, Chee Shiann. Directed n Edited by Benson

This advertisement is created for our public speaking talk show entitled "Why Teenagers nowadays are so perverted minded?" So I guess u noe the meaning behind the "Shakers"? Lolz n this advertisment actually helps us to get the highest mark in the class. N hope tai lou wont kill me for posting his video in my blog, Sry Mr Bear... xD

Bad day...

Y bad things alwayz happen on me on Monday?? Tayar puncit last week, n tis week? Summon!!!! Argh~ After 1 n a half month at uni, I've got my first summon... Damn~ Really hate UTAR now for not giving us enough place to park our car in uni, tis causes us to park outside the campus n not joking, the faster.... IS FASTEST parking lot, requires u at least 5 min to walk into the campus n tat is when u r having class early in the morning, for those whom the class start at 10 am onwards, sorry la, wat left is juz illegal parking lot n the walking distance is 10 minutes =) I guess I need to find some fren whom their hse is juz around the campus n park at their hse... Very moody now... Luckily class cancel for tmr so I will hav enuf time to rest...

MATH n SCIENCE in ENG

I saw this link in one of my fren's blog http://chedet.co.cc/chedetblog/, this is the blog of our ex-Prime Minister Tun Dr. Mahathir, he sounded for the new edu system whereby Science and Math will b taught in Bahasa frm year 2012, I strongly disagree with this decision, I really can see the difference of these bcoz I learn sci n math in english while my sis learn them in Bahasa, she told me tat it takes her a long time to learn all the scientific words in english while she was in her tertiary education. I really think the student should learn the 2 sub in english as the basic for them to pursue for thier tertiary education... Den with no offence I would say, is Bahasa Melayu an international language? Can we communicate in Bahasa Melayu if we want to work abroad? How we share our ideas with ppl abroad if we only noe those scientific words in Bahasa?

Well these is juz my personal opinion, u vote for ur opinion in http://chedet.co.cc/chedetblog/, there is a poll created by Dr Mahathir in his blog located at the right hand side of his blog, voice out wat u think... Save the future of our young generation... I dunno how much could this help but juz show how u feel by voting for ur opinion.

MJ-Heal The World

Currently listening to one of my fav song of MJ Heal The World


Heal The World-Micheal Jackson

There is actually a chinese remake version frm lee hom, its really nice too...


一首简单的歌-Lee Hom
(cant get the original MV cuz youtube disable it frm embed)

Happiest day in week

Lolz actually I wanna update tis yesterday, but was playing DotA till 2 am lolz @_@... So yesterday was my happiest day in tis week coz firstly, my younger sis bought me the latest Jolin Tsai CD+DVD, well I dunno how much coz she refuse to tell me... There r not only the CD n DVD, there r photo album n poster of Jolin so yeah I like it ^^ Lolz... I think I should buy her Show Luo album in return when the latest album release... She even take some photo n ask me to post it lolz...

The whole set

Take 2

CD, lyrics, photo album, poster(behind)

Take 2

Take 3

CD+DVD

Lyrics, CD+DVD, photo album

Poster

Besides tat, reveive sms frm 2 unexpected person, first my sis, wei yee den Chloe~ Lolz... N juz right after I told wei yee tat chloe long time didnt sms me den I receive a sms frm her, such a coincident... Wat mke me so happy is Chloe asked me to call her, for the very first time lolz, called her n chat for.... I aso dunno how long, didnt look at the duration shown in phone, but is quite long la lolz... den after the call, when I tot theres all for tdy, she smsed me again ^^, I noe I shouldn't think so much coz there is no meaning behind all this but I juz feel very happy after chatting n listening to her voice... =)

Thx my beloved sis for the CD n thank You... For brighten up my day =)

Random

Yay~ Juz finished my CAD assignment, didnt update my blog yesterday coz I was sleeping, Tuesday is Sleepig day(My Msn PM) Y? Coz my last class ends at 11 am =) Went home, hav my lunch, bath n slept... Woke up for dinner den fell aslept while watching TV n den woke up to finish my house chores den finally, 2 match of DotA, study for 1 hours n go to bed again... Dun ask me y I can slp for so long, coz I aso dunno y... ^^

"JV Wow... U forgot to type the Axt Hawaiian Hand Signal... And the U turn Theory.. LoLx ^_^" U can find tis in the shoutout box besides my posts, JV is actually talking bout wat AxT did while we stucked in the traffic jam tat day, coz of the boringness in the car AxT actually wind down the window n showing "V" peace to all the passers-by and those driver in the car, I actually feel lucky tat non of those passers-by felt offended n scold us, they juz look at AxT wit @_@ lolz... Denz watz with the U-turn theory? Coz of I lead them to the wrg path by keep saying I rmb there is a U-turn in front, so AxT asked me to tell all my frenz "Eh u tell ur fren like tis la, If nxt time I(Me) tell u to mke a u-turn, u dun feel weird if u find out tat the u-turn I mean is actually 30 kilometers away coz tat is the actual meaning of my "the u-turn is juz in front"" + tis smiling face =).... Lolz

AxT did something like tis but wit a more funny face...

K now, share some pictures wit u guyz, my sis keep encourage me to take a picture of my dinner last 2 dayz, coz she said no galz will want to b my wife after seeing it, even my mum ask me to take the picture properly... Lolz

My dinner, there r actually rice below all these home-made YONG TAU FU

Daily Meal(Rice+Dishes+1 big bowl of soup)

Still hav so many left PS: No leftovers are allowed in my house lolz...

Mayb for some of u it's juz a small part of ur dinner but for my sister, it is damn A LOT coz she oni can eat 1/5 of the amount I eat.

Emo-ing

Tdy I woke up at 10 15 am so I hav to skipped my CAD lecture, n rush to my uni coz the nxt class was on 11 am, then when I reached my uni, I used up more den 15 mins to search for parking n finally I got 1 n tis is "THE BEST" parking lot ever, Y? I will tell it ltr... After parking my car, I had to rush into the library coz me n my group members are suppose to meet up there n find the english chemical-related articles for my english assignment, when I was juz right in front of the library door den oni I realised tat I forgot to bring my student ID, Damn... So I smsed sze le, one of my group mates n tell her I was juz outside the library n asked her to come out after she found the articles.... After meeting up wit my group mates we head-on to our english tutorial...

The last lecture ends at 5.00 pm so I went to take my car after tat, started the engine n start driving, while I driving my car I can feel there is something wrg wit it, the steering is so hard to turn even when I accelerate my car, so I pulled my car over to a side n check watz wrg wit it, den I find out tat 2 of my front tyres were puncit, after checking I knew tat SOMEONE empty the air of my tyre on purpose coz I cant found any needle/screw or watever nail-like object on my tyre n both tyres puncit at once? How it happened? N bsides tat, one of my fren experienced the same as me http://chuisnothing.blogspot.com/2009/06/window-breakage-next.html (check out her blog post), so I went to a petrol station to fill up the tyres n reconfirm tat there is no leakage of air.... I really dun understand y there such UNCIVILIZED ppl in tis country? I noe it's also my fault for parking at the housing area but y the others residents did not empty out ppl's car tyre n u did? U think I will want to park at residence area if I can park other where else? We r not blocking ur main gate aren't we? N who the heck giv u the right to empty out the air in ppl's tyre? I really damn fucking pissed wit his/her action la... I think if I hav the chance, I will set a hidden camera around there n record down tis stupid fking idiot UNCIVILIZED person's action n post it on youtube or even send it to the police station, BTW... HEY MR/MRS, DO U NOE U R ACTUALLY OFFENDING THE LAW BY DAMAGING PPL'S BELONGINGS/PROPERTIES ON PURPOSE??

I will try to take a picture of the parking lot n the house n post it, so tat u all, TARCIANS or UTARIANS or any others drivers will avoid parking at there.... Damn emo now, I think tis will b the worst day of the week.

Finally I'm home~

Lolz it's friday n tis meanz I'll hav my lunch wit 3 of my buddy again, William, Jv n Axton.. We went to KFC tdy, y KFC? First it is bcoz we had our meals several times at McD b4 tis, n COINCIDENTALLY William's mum(Hi Aunty =) ) ask him go to her office which located at Bandar Baru Ampang n is few meters frm the KFC shop to take his pocket money, b4 tis I'm actually asking William to drive since he wanted to go n meet his mum, after tat he refuse to do so coz he said he is very tired, so I agree to send him to his mother n we hav our lunch at KFC, but when we r on the way(ad few KM of driving distance) his mum called again =), n guess wat? His mum asked him where is him now n ask him to turn bak coz she want him to bring her the notebook she left behind, so I was like -.- n william said he will b driving after taking the notebook, den unfortunately after he went bak n tke the notebook, his mum called again~ n tis time william ask for the permission to drive n she said NO~ coz she need to use the car after she came bak frm work =) Weeee... So wat to do? I drove him all the way to BBA, giv his mum the notebook, take his money n hav our lunch at KFC...

After eating, Axton come n join us after his assignment discussion, den we decided to go for a pool game. We went to FireBall at Cheras, near Pheonix Shopping Complex, why there? Coz Steven's corner is closed, n they said wangsa maju prima setapak is further, we played few rounds of pool until the clock struke 6. Den while on the way bak, we made severals minor mistake but still we manage to go bak on the right track, but when it comes to a highway which required a u-turn, me n JV hav diff opinion, I said go straight but JV said go down n turn, at the end the decided to follow my choice of road coz I sound more confident, den we drove allllll the way straight but we cant see a u-turn which I said we will reach in few mins ^^... Den we realised we took the wrg way n we r almost lost coz there r no u-turn around, we went to some where around Masjid Jamek(I can recognise the building there) n saw a signboard showing the way to KLCC, n we followed the signboard, we were so relief coz we finally saw a familiar name on the signboard LoLz... After few min, when it comes to a turning, we missed it again~ WOW! coz the signboard was blocked by a car n when we wanna mke a turn, the car behind is coming too fast so we gave up n continue driving... Luckily after the turning there is still another road which leads to KLCC, so we follow the road n tis time William said he will "Potong" if he dunno how to go bak coz tatz his primary skol, Lai Ming. It is 7+ by the time we reached william's primary skol n it took us more den 1 hour to reach home due to the Super Traffic Jam... Sigh~ I made a 30 minutes journey became 2 hours, sry guyz >. <

I'm really sorry guyz for leading u guyz to the wrg way n causing u all to reach home late... Sorry~ T_T

New Graffic Card~

My cute little computer has been acting unusual tis few dayz, every time I switch on my computer, the monitor alwayz shown an irritating msg "NO SIGNAL", n no matter how many times I adjust the wire n cleaning the dust on the port, the result is still the same, the monitor will oni b functioning after several plugging n unplugging the wire from the port, so it alwayz tke me more den 20 minutes to successfully switching on my computer... Tis really cause me some trouble, so after few dayz of frustration, I decided to send it to the workshop, n after some usual checkup, the reason of all tis is due to the malfunction of my graffic card... I really dun understand y the products nowadayz r so fragile... Easily spoil... My old computer which is urm 10 years old do not hav all tis graffic card problems, n tis new comp oni 4 years old n hav severals probs(I chged my power supply, mother board n etc b4 tis) So one conclusion, the quality of the products nowadayz is sux....

So now my computer hav a new graffic card, Nvidia GeForce 8400GS Super, not a high performance Graffic Card though but I requested for a moderate performance n cheap one so tis graffic cards fulfil my request lolz, n tis graffic card is better den my old one so I'm definitely ok wit it...

I think I should take care of my computer frm now on... Shouldn't let it on for too long.

NVIDIA GeForce 8400GS Super